Thread 33393459

Halloween Edition
Almost Halloween

Only 103 days until Halloween.

>>33393459 (OP)
The fact we are basically equidistant from Easter and Halloween is really scary to me. Its going to be cold again soon

People who post chin-scratcher threads or post threads here that do not explicitly ask for advice need to be publicly executed via degloving.

Almost heat death of the universe

I can't sit still, I can't focus on anything, I can't quiet my mind. I drove two hours into the country just to get you off my mind, and now that I'm back home, nothing's changed. I can't believe I've let you fuck me up like this.

Almost committed to genuinely texting him again and was overcome with insecurity at just the thought of it. It was really uncomfortable to feel like I didn’t rate as “worth it” to just be talked to, like a normal conversation. And I suddenly remembered just how low I felt and how much I became obsessed with “earning” his attention/responses. And, uh, it really, obviously digs in to childhood feelings of shame/unworthiness. All of it sucks because I really liked him at first, and I was so happy and excited to have him text me. It turned out really bad. I didn’t text him, which is a good thing. But man, I really wish he’d liked me. I thought he did.

End of the line, pal. Two decades of suffering and nothing to show for it. Atleast nothing you care about.

You know as much as I do things could've been different, but there's no salvaging it now.

I think that's funny that daddy youtube is trying to play matchmaker through targeted videos.

Still waiting for Tammy to do the right thing. I don’t think Derek is still alive so all I can do is wait for Tammy to tell the truth.

I've said it as a joke endlessly but god i truly truly truly hate women.
look at they wrong? they tell you to fuck off
give them the attention they want? they ghost you
don't give them enough attention? they bitch and moan
find the goldilocks zone of attention? they ghost you again or just change their mind for no reason
WHY THE FUCK DID I SPEND SO MUCH TIME OBSESSING OVER YOU?????????? ANSWER MY MESSAGES YOU WHORE

>>33393693
bro youre complaining about messages. You aint even hitting it bro. Get it together

>>33393711
we're LD, kill yourself faggot

>>33393556
Why are you so certain he doesn't like you?

>order uber
>18 minutes away, good i got some time
>start taking a massive shit
>"we found you a closer driver"
>4 minutes away

13 months after breakup...think Im really finally over it.
>hit in the feels out of nowhere for days

loving your woman makes you a cuck

>>33393459 (OP)
I FUCKING DID IT GUYS I FUCKING HAD SEX!!! I FUCKING DID IT. It’s been a year and a half since.
All I fucking did was message “Do you want to kiss sometime” and then three days later we got dinner and the rest. DUDE. AHGHAGAHH.
Most of my other sexual experiences long ago were awful and barely consensual on my part, but this one was so intimate and nice. Pleasant. Shared. Fun. WHAT THE FUCKKCKCKCKCK

>>33394168
sex on the first date kek

>>33394190
Intimate sex on the first date with a good friend and more to come teehee. I’m so happy.

>>33394197
Second datr sorry

>>33394168
Congratulations on the sex and consent.

>>33394197
So I take it this friend was my attractive than the other ones where it was bad.

>>33394234
>more*
Phone post fail.

>>33394224
>MKG
Machine Kun Gelly

Goddamn worthless cop pieces of shit
Fucking tax leeches doing jack fucking shit fucking pigs
I fucking hate cops
Fucking useless assholes that dont do SHIT FOR FUCKING ANYBODY
Worthless cunts
Serve and protect SHIT
I'd get more protection out of a dismembered fucking ass cheek

Fuck cops
Nobody in this shitty world is ever going to look out for you
Nobody
You are fucking ALONE
If you want to live then kill

Pigs will eat the scraps and shit
What else are they good for

>>33393459 (OP)
No it's not

I will be good enough

i would've loved you forever, but you let that horrible chinese bitch come between us i would've birthed your fucking children and given you everything and you threw it away for fucking nothing
and now what do you have? nothing
and what do i have? nothing

im not abidinf bt youe dfucing ultimatums i;m not doing it
i;vwe not burned a bridge in a long time now but i will lol

>>33394551
Not anyone you know, but get sober before making major life decisions.

I regret not killing myself. Even as my life is slowly improving nothing is really filling the void inside me. I don't know how to fix it.

>>33394562
i;ll try not ready to thowew up jyst yet though

>>33393468
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>>33394499
get off of /adv/ tripfags

>>33394707
no u

>>33394707
People came up with Anonymous when they thought the internet was actually anonymous. Bet you didn't know that though. Bet you're a stupid monkey.

wtf

it is not almost halloween

>>33394539
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