they are sucking the life out of you day by day

your days of freedom are over

your days of money are over

every day more doors will be shut for you, until the day you find out one of them was the thrill of living at all

the alarm is going off now and the bulk heads are sealing

you have one chance to roll under that door, but you have to do it now!

>>33394761 (OP)
Intrusive thoughts. If you're repulsed by them, then you're fine and it's relatively common.
If they AREN'T repulsive to you, then when you kys, please don't take them with you.

>>33394761 (OP)
It's called an intrusive thought. They're normal, and not indicative of any problem with you.

>>33394761 (OP)
Intrusive thoughts yep. I think anxiety increases them, so reducing that should help.

>>33394761 (OP)

>>33394761 (OP)
Yes

>>33394761 (OP)
Do it

>>33394761 (OP)
Yes

>>33394761 (OP)
You must be eating something not healthy, and you must be cultivating all sorts of bad thoughts.

>>33394761 (OP)
Go

>>33394761 (OP)
Mind gets bored. Wants to chew on something new to train your sympathetic response, since you don't experience things like that in real life.

>>33394761 (OP)
If you are disgusted by that kind of thought, it's called an egodistonic thought, so you know by heart that this does not honestly come from you.
If it pops out of nowhere and sort itself between your normal stream of thinking, it's called an intrusive thought
If these thoughts, or other unwanted and repulsive thoughts are very repetitive, disrupt your head all the time and are worsening your life, you may be suffering from OCD, which sadly can attach to any kind of possible theme you can think. Harm(like your thoughts), cleaniness, paraphilias, etc. It literally puts your mind as a constant enemy and if this progresses unchecked it will quickly corner you into a suicidal scenario. In this case you should book a psychologist or psychiatrist ASAP.

Take care anon
t.OCD sufferer

>>33394761 (OP)
POST SCAT ON VARIOUS BOARDS and makes jannies lives a living hell.