I have finally decided that I dont want to troon out for a myriad of reasons.
>no proof that transitioning can improve your life
>majority of suicides happen after trooning out
>Most men including myself cannot pass especially in my case since I have a strong jaw / skull shape because of my native american genes.

Im completely aware that lviing out those thoughts will bring no benefit, however my thoughts are still incessant, I havent touched porn in ages and im a fag, so I have no clue why it is.

Should I just hit the gym?

>>33402957 (OP)
Fix your diet. Stop subscribing to libtard ideologies. Yes, go to the gym. Get out of the house more. Take some time to meditate and find out what your true purpose is. Find that thing that you like to do and go full into that. Stop wallowing in whatever your problems are and focus on making your life as a man great. Stop taking dick up the ass for a while and focus on rebuilding yourself from the inside out. If you focus your mind in a particular direction long enough, with dedication and consistency and meditation, you *will* find those answers.

>>33402957 (OP)
>>majority of suicides happen after trooning out
This isn't true though.
By all means hit the gym but it sounds like your brain has been warped by this shithole website.
Of course porn has nothing to do with being a tranny you retard.
Maybe stop being so fucking stupid, stop soaking up trashy memes made by low-IQ bigots like a sponge, and stop and breath for once. Listen to your own thoughts and feelings. Spend some time where you're just alone with yourself and aren't subject to constant stimulation. Go out and experience the world, do things, meet people. The "self" is not a disconnected void but a series of attachments. You will learn more about yourself by knowing others.

>>33402981
Oh and by the "constant stimulation" I mean social media, especially 4chan.
The constant flood of self-loathing you're getting by browsing this place is destroying your brain. Especially if like a lot of newfags you came here when you were very young so your brain wasn't developed enough yet to filter out obvious bullshit. There's a lot of little bits of mold in your brain that have been growing unchecked.

>>33402988
>The constant flood of self-loathing you're getting by browsing this place is destroying your brain.
4chan is so tame in comparison to the rest of social media. Even YouTube is a lot more doomer than here. I come here to escape all that noise.

>>33402980
>>33402981
Thanks, once im able to find a new job, im interested in trying new hobbies or even go to places, especially when it comes to traveling around the US. For the past 5 years 99% of my social interactions are through discord & im obviously gonna work on changing that.

>>33403029
Fuck waiting until you get a new job. You can put on some clothes and go for a walk *right now*. That's free. You can take your laptop to a coffee shop and sit around for a while, getting fresh air. You can go to the park and talk to someone about their dog. You need to get the fuck up NOW. You could probably find a job just by walking around, seeing what there is to see, and walking into some place. Maybe not. But maybe you could. You'll never know because you're too busy pinging people on discord. There are little things you can do to actually start living a life, right now. So why wait?

>>33402957 (OP)
POST SCAT ON VARIOUS BOARDS and make jannies lives a living hell.

>>33402957 (OP)
Finding a passion and reading books about it, increasing your knowledge, will help you feel more grounded and give you a better perspective. Just "read a book" is an advice that can be helpful for every problem, just know that it will not be a miraculous cure (it has helped me with anxiety). Don't read tranny propaganda tho.