all my life i wanted to embody a cutesy aesthetic but i became a monster. usually im kinda happy if i dont look in the mirror. any tips? im thinking of maybe getting surgery but it's all very bizarre maybe im just mentally ill. im also not even gay or trans.

>>33406132 (OP)
You’re gay and trans.

try keeping your arms and legs shaved for a year. You'll get real tired of it and eventually just accept that you're a man.

bump its a serious issue

>>33406132 (OP)
>i became a monster
Literally almost everybody. Welcome to the club anon, you're not special btw. Special is being the opposite of this which is reserve for the top 10-20%