Thread 33441707

I did everything right - went to school, tried my best to socialize, tried to meet girls, went to university, got a degree in computer science (I actually got offered a boring stable corporate 9 - 5 job where I did my internship so this has nothing to do with me being unable to find work), continued trying to meet and talk to girls.

Today I am a 24yo who never had a gf, only kissed 7 or 8 girls and had unpaid sex once.

I officially give up. I applied for my NEETbux last week and I got them this week. Collected my first payment yesterday. It's only 153.70 per week for now but i'll try to get it increase, hop on autismbux also etc.
I see it as reparations from normies for the pathetic existence I have lived.


>pic related what I missed out on

I just can't believe it has come to this. There's no justice in this world.

immediately shut your bitch as up. You are 24 faggot. I am 10 years older than you. You don't even know the first thing about missing out. You can still do anything

>>33441707 (OP)
>kissed 7 to 8 girls
failed normalfag alert failed normalfag alert
if you can get to the point of kissing but can't maintain relationships you're probably just an asshole that people can't stand. work on your personality.

>>33441822
24 years old with the dating experience of a 13yo.
Most people my age are already settling down, meanwhile I never had a gf.

>>33441895
Nope, I have friends. I treat girls nicely, which I think is a major turn-off for them. This world is just so broken.

>>33441707 (OP)
You aren't being honest with yourself about your situation.

If you're going to be alone you owe it to yourself to not be a bitch about it.

>>33441707 (OP)
>got a degree in computer science (I actually got offered a boring stable corporate 9 - 5 job
>applied for my NEETbux last week

unironically kys

>>33442130
Buddy i'm sorry but your actually retarded if your actually being honest, i'm 25 and my only experience is getting ghosted by like 80 women on tinder and only girl actually liked leaving me after a month we never even kissed or anything. i was homeschooled and went to college because i thought it would be some kind of social compensation but covid showed up and everyone became autistic and i would go months without having a conversation with anyone my age. and i basically waster time because i literally had no idea what i could stand doing as a job and still don't you have done and are doing better i know we both probably hate eachother and that makes us defeatist but even i'm not that doomer and i'm more fucked than you are.

and also thinking you have a 13yrs dating experience is stupid we are both probably late teenager level the only 13yrs who have had sex are like dudes from the favela that get there virginity stolen by some local thot or are otherwise porr and do drugs and end up a degenerate burnout before they are out age.

>>33441707 (OP)
as someone who turned 30 this year you're giving up too fast. If I buckled down to live a real life 6 years ago things would be so different

24 is young enough that you can still do anything you dork. The average age at a lot of universities is like 26. 24 is still young enough to join the military. 24 is young enough that you can easily change your life all kinds of ways, go to a trade school, learn things, whatever.

>dating blah blah
24 is young enough that you can still go to bars and clubs without it being sad, or do any kind of hobby or activity, or use dating apps. You might really think your life is over, but you literally have no idea how it's going to be in 10 years.

>but I have the dating experience of a 13 year old
so start trying to change that, if it bothers you

>>33441707 (OP)
>only kissed 7 or 8 girls and had unpaid sex once

You are a failed normalfag, anon. You still have a decent chance to fix things at 24. Get out there and get yourself a girl.

You don't really know what 'pathetic existence' really is. I'm 27 and have never kissed a girl/woman. I've only had sex once and it was with an escort. I've given up completely on finding a woman, seeing that I am fundamentally unattractive to the vast majority of women.

>>33442784
I'm not going to be sitting down in an office with a bunch of 40yo dads and Becks my age who had a blast in university while I had to rot in loneliness. That's a one way ticket to suicideville.

>>33442904
I was being a little hyperbolic but it wasn't far off. At the age of 13/14 my classmates would go to teen discos and kiss dozens of girls per night. And yes, I saw it. The average 13yo and definitely the average 14yo has made out with more girls than me.
I only had a few minutes of shitty sex over most of them I guess.

>>33442955
I can no longer find a good girlfriend/ wife. I'm past university age, All the good women were fucked and taken. I never even had a gf.

>>33443099
>24 is young enough that you can still go to bars and clubs without it being sad, or do any kind of hobby or activity, or use dating apps. You might really think your life is over, but you literally have no idea how it's going to be in 10 years.
I can go to bars and clubs like i've always been doing, and it never worked.

I can continue but at the end of the day I should have already numerous relationships under my belt. I don't have one.

When do you think it becomes "sad" to go to bars and clubs btw?

>>33444607
Overall i'm not much better off than you. All the good women my age have been taken. Best I can hope for is to have random hookups until I eventually off myself.

>>33441707 (OP)
You think that dropping out of society is an option? Bless your heart.

If you are like this at 24, then I don't think anything can help you.
You are a retard, plain and simple. And the state supports retards to live independently, so I see no issue with that.

>>33446703
why wouldn't it be? I already basically did.

>>33446737
>at 24

I already missed out on teen and early 20s love. I had to endure every inbred chernobyl rodent getting love and affection and pussy except for me. My entire life was torment and normies would rope for far less than what I had to go through.

Dude youre an annoying fucking faggot. Youre only 24. How about you do the complete opposite of what youre doing now? Instead of whining and giving up like a fucking pussy, you put your head down and be humble and start working on yourself you cry baby bitch. Your life hasn't even gotten started. Pussy.

>>33441707 (OP)
>only kissed 7 or 8 girls
BROOO LEAVE ME ALONE I'M SEETHING!! FUCK! I'm 29 I've only kissed THREE. and an extra one when I was 10 playing truth or dare so it doesn't count. Fucking hell man.

>>33441707 (OP)
When you make your own business, so you can have freedom in money

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>>33450038
Stop always bumping your own threads faggot.

you're doing fine for your age. better than me. 33 never even been on a date, let alone touched a woman before. gave up after trying this last couple times.

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>>33441707 (OP)
>tried my best to socialize
he said, sandwiched between walls of text talking about work work work and school school school

and humble bragging about how he only had sex 3 or 4 times and kissed only 12 or 15 girls.

>>33441707 (OP)
Men are not vanishing, they are retreating. From relationships, from institutional demands, from collective obligation. Not by cowardice, nor nihilism, nor weakness - but by sacred refusal to collude with a world that has hollowed out the feminine into parody, and severed eros from its mythic root.
This retreat is not a conscious movement toward soul, for most men have not heard of soul. It is not a deliberate descent into myth, for most don't remember the myths. And yet it happens. Everywhere.
Men retreat not in search of the feminine within but in search of refuge. They turn away from real relationships, work, education, not because they hate women, but because the outer feminine devoid of beauty, of function, of soul has become unrecognizable. And if given a choice between emptiness and the parody, they choose emptiness. They choose nothing rather than violate what remains of their inner integrity.
But it is there, in the void, that the great possibility stirs.
Even if they do not name her, do not know her, have never met her, still within that emptiness, the anima awaits.
She does not need to be reimagined, reengineered, or "updated". She does not ask to be made familiar to the modern psyche. She need only be seen. Once. As she is. In the dark. Without distortion. Without irony. Without demand.

This act of remembering is enough.

Because where culture collapses, myth re-emerges. And where men descend into the silence beneath language, soul prepares its next eruption. The anima was never meant to be found in daylight; she is born in shadow, dwells in dream, and speaks first through absence.
So let it be said: true virtue is born in darkness.
And when men meet her there not as escape, not as fantasy, but as a reawakening they will return. Not as obedient citizens of a broken world, but as bearers of the fire: visionaries, warriors, poets, and builders, not of new systems but of meaningful life.

This is not disappearance, it's gestation.

>>33441707 (OP)
>only kissed 7 or 8 girls and had unpaid sex once.
i'm a 26 year old khv and i would kill to have this level of experience

>>33453493
are you actually dumb?

>>33453548
How are you honestly even alive, man? Asking genuinely, no hate.
I have curl up in a ball and cuddle a pillow at night because of the pain I feel from loneliness and unfulfilled desires.
I don't think I can take it much longer.

Are you ACTUALLY a khv? Every supposed 20yo+ khv I see here is larping. I just can't see how they'd survive this constant torment otherwise.

>>33453716
Not him but I'm a 26 year old KHHV. I've never even talked to a girl outside of school or work.

>>33453716
I’m 35 and have only ever made out with one woman.

>>33441707 (OP)
you missed out on 13 year old girls?

>>33454873
yes, I have. All my friends were going to teenage discos like this making out with dozens of them per night while I had to rot on /pol/ because none would invite me out.

Is this bait

>>33456070
No, retard. What makes you think that? Read the thread.

Earlier this year, I started doing voluntary work with children from the projects, here in Europe,
and I too was shocked to see how sexualized 12-15yo's are. It's really terrible.
It's not just the clothes, some of them, 12yo are actually developed, and have larger hips and breasts like the 16yo's. Theory says it's because they come from fucked up house holds, and their bodies develop so they attract a mate that get's them out of there.

>>33442130
immediately shut your faggot ass up. You are 24 faggot. I am 15 years older than you. You really don't know the first fucking thing about missing out. You can still do anything.

>>33456052
>spent your teenage years on /pol/
You're cooked regardless

You're doing great, look at your life as a Sisyphean climb instead of what you think your peers have. Your peers are on a rollercoaster, going up and down while you are steadily climbing up, you can't give up now because you'll feel even worse. What do you actually want from life? A good K/D ratio? Fucked 50 girls, will that actually make you happy on your desth bed or do you want actual genuine connection and love?

I am on the same road as you, I am 20, started college and nothing, never kissed a girl, some girls seem to like me but I don't know how to proceed, I don't really like them back and some of them are minors. When you play a game you don't beat the strongest enemies first and then go on to play on easy mode, you work towards the hardest challenges and after that there are other harder challanges. You lose when you stop playing.

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SOCIETY (we are living in one) always sucks, so it's always time

Just don't drop out of yourself so to speak lol

>>33441707 (OP)
Men are not vanishing, they are retreating. From relationships, from institutional demands, from collective obligation. Not by cowardice, nor nihilism, nor weakness - but by sacred refusal to collude with a world that has hollowed out the feminine into parody, and severed eros from its mythic root.
This retreat is not a conscious movement toward soul, for most men have not heard of soul. It is not a deliberate descent into myth, for most don't remember the myths. And yet it happens. Everywhere.
Men retreat not in search of the feminine within but in search of refuge. They turn away from real relationships, work, education, not because they hate women, but because the outer feminine devoid of beauty, of function, of soul has become unrecognizable. And if given a choice between emptiness and the parody, they choose emptiness. They choose nothing rather than violate what remains of their inner integrity.
But it is there, in the void, that the great possibility stirs.
Even if they do not name her, do not know her, have never met her, still within that emptiness, the anima awaits.
She does not need to be reimagined, reengineered, or "updated". She does not ask to be made familiar to the modern psyche. She need only be seen. Once. As she is. In the dark. Without distortion. Without irony. Without demand.

This act of remembering is enough.

Because where culture collapses, myth re-emerges. And where men descend into the silence beneath language, soul prepares its next eruption. The anima was never meant to be found in daylight; she is born in shadow, dwells in dream, and speaks first through absence.
So let it be said: true virtue is born in darkness.
And when men meet her there not as escape, not as fantasy, but as a reawakening they will return. Not as obedient citizens of a broken world, but as bearers of the fire: visionaries, warriors, poets, and builders, not of new systems but of meaningful life.

This is not disappearance, it's gestation.

>>33441707 (OP)
>I did everything right - went to school, tried my best to socialize, tried to meet girls, went to university, got a degree in computer science (I actually got offered a boring stable corporate 9 - 5 job where I did my internship so this has nothing to do with me being unable to find work)

forget whores dude: you're free and independent.

>>33441707 (OP)
Men are not vanishing, they are retreating. From relationships, from institutional demands, from collective obligation. Not by cowardice, nor nihilism, nor weakness - but by sacred refusal to collude with a world that has hollowed out the feminine into parody, and severed eros from its mythic root.
This retreat is not a conscious movement toward soul, for most men have not heard of soul. It is not a deliberate descent into myth, for most don't remember the myths. And yet it happens. Everywhere.
Men retreat not in search of the feminine within but in search of refuge. They turn away from real relationships, work, education, not because they hate women, but because the outer feminine devoid of beauty, of function, of soul has become unrecognizable. And if given a choice between emptiness and the parody, they choose emptiness. They choose nothing rather than violate what remains of their inner integrity.
But it is there, in the void, that the great possibility stirs.
Even if they do not name her, do not know her, have never met her, still within that emptiness, the anima awaits.
She does not need to be reimagined, reengineered, or "updated". She does not ask to be made familiar to the modern psyche. She need only be seen. Once. As she is. In the dark. Without distortion. Without irony. Without demand.

This act of remembering is enough.

Because where culture collapses, myth re-emerges. And where men descend into the silence beneath language, soul prepares its next eruption. The anima was never meant to be found in daylight; she is born in shadow, dwells in dream, and speaks first through absence.
So let it be said: true virtue is born in darkness.
And when men meet her there not as escape, not as fantasy, but as a reawakening they will return. Not as obedient citizens of a broken world, but as bearers of the fire: visionaries, warriors, poets, and builders, not of new systems but of meaningful life.

This is not disappearance, it's gestation.

>>33441707 (OP)
>pic related what I missed out on
Lmao caring about some underage flat whores and their shitty lame parties

>>33461868
>So let it be said: true virtue is born in darkness.
Perhaps you've never encountered this OP before anon, but he's about as far from "virtuous" as it gets.

>>33456072
>Theory says it's because
It's just being fat, eating super high carb estrogenic foods, and never exercising.
Becky the suburban track and field star doesn't develop until shes 17 because of overexercising and anorexia, but Bathsheba from the projects already has 3 kids by 3 different absent fathers by age 17 and she's already over 225 pounds.
You better get a job and pay your taxes because no way in hell is Bathsheba paying for those three brats by herself LOL.

>>33441707 (OP)
>only kissed 7 or 8 girls and had unpaid sex once.