Why do i feel like i want to kill myself but not really want to do it? I feel empty, no motivation, no desire, no nothing and bored of my life. What caused this? Is it my sin, my diet, or something else. What's wrong with me?
>>33443653 (OP)
Just depression. Could be a number of things.
Try eating healthy, taking supplements, and working out. Also, try more social interaction.
If none of that works then your brains just fucked with chemical imbalances where only meds can help. >muh jew pills
They work, at least they did for me. Took a while to find the best dosage and meds. Still feel like shit every now and then, but I have hobbies and motivated to do things now.
>>33443653 (OP)
Depression (MDD or BD), burnout, BPD, ASD. The list is long, and not exclusive. I know that feel, I don't want to die but I don't want to live either. Constant emptness, seeking of meaning. But I have CPTSD, ADHD, ASD, BPD and ASPD...
Conlusion: go to therapy. Maybe it won't help to make you better but it will definitely will help to understand yourself.
