Thread 33445763

Not looking for advice how to get a gf as I already know I would never have one. What I want is to fry my brain and not able to feel emotions or at least numb them down significantly. Is there a way to make myself asexual? Feeling no sexual attraction to anything? Don't have guts to end myself.

>>33445763 (OP)
Watch mgtow videos
Read some books (The Manipulated Man, On Women by Schopenhauer, Evolutionary Psychology by David Buss)
You're still gonna get urges because you're human, so just jack off to porn (or fuck a hooker if you really need a real woman), you need to convince yourself that being single is preferable to dealing with a woman

>>33445763 (OP)
This is what I call "goremaxxing"

I broke up this girl who I loved and I could stop thinking about her and pacing

I finally broke the phases by watching ISIS execution videos, domestic violence, cartel executions, etc

After I watched them I didn't feel anything and now I'm numb to whenever someone tries to talk to me

>>33445763 (OP)
get addicted to porn

>>33445777
Most of the time it works, just that once in a full moon I feel horrible and shitty violent thoughts attack me. I am exactly asking how not to feel urges and numb my emotions to absolute minimum.

>>33445763 (OP)
I won't read threads that start with a foregone conclusion because they are simply pity bait that does not deserve a response.

>>33445825
Still replied.

>>33445763 (OP)
You are approaching it from the wrong end. Technically you could become an alcoholic but that actually is a temporary numbing which represses the emotions so they stay hidden below the surface all the time. What you really want is meditation which will force you to experience the emotions so they can finally pass.

>>33445794
>not feel urges
Impossible. Even Buddhist monks feel urges. The thing is that they don't act on them

>>33445893
Fuck.
>>33445890
Nah, alcohol actually increases emotions.