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Anonymous No.33448258 [Report] >>33448278 >>33448290 >>33448312 >>33448336 >>33448433
Caught jacking off in college
I have a severe fap/porn addiction that has only gotten worse over time. It has gotten to the point where I can't go without getting off for more than two hours before feeling anxious, dizzy and sometimes nauseous. It's not pleasure, it's a bodily need, a chore that I get over with by watching porn while setting my vibrating fleshlight to max speed on my limp cock. I can't remember the last time I got fully hard.

My condition has turned me into a social recluse but I still go to college because my parents will kick me out if I don't. My days were wake up, jerk off, drive to college while eating a snack, jerk off (it's a 45 min drive), take the first class, jerk off, take another class, jerk off, take the last class, jerk off before heading home. My ED means I rarely climax in under an hour which means I was missing a third of my classes, half on really bad days. My grades were abysmal so I changed my strategy: instead of going to the bathroom to fap I was now getting to the classroom 15 minutes early so I could get the seat all the way to the back, pull my pants and underwear down, stick my dick in my fleshlight at low speed, cover myself with a blanket and put on porn on my phone wearing a single BT earphone so I can listen to the class, then leave after everyone else. There were a few close calls but I made it even though it made me feel sick. It's hard looking at women in the eye while you are watching another getting gagged and double fisted.

That all changed on Wednesday. I got cocky and didn't wash it for a couple of days. Everyone noticed the smell and they brought a janitor mid class. They asked us to leave and I wouldn't stand up. I broke down crying before the teacher finally figured it out and told me to get dressed and never step a foot on her classroom again. I didn't attend classes on Thursday and Friday out of fear of what might happen.

How over is it? I've never felt worse and all I know is I need to jerk off.
Anonymous No.33448278 [Report]
>>33448258 (OP)
Lol
Anonymous No.33448290 [Report]
>>33448258 (OP)
kys
Anonymous No.33448312 [Report]
>>33448258 (OP)
Poontang
Anonymous No.33448336 [Report]
>>33448258 (OP)
If your story is genuine, there is still hope, sometimes even the worst of men turn out to be a shining example of how one can become great. I've quit porn conpletely around 6 moths ago, but it wasn't always like that. 3 Years ago i was much worse, i'd jack off multiple times a day with no end, and i'd disregard it as simply an addiction which i couldn't control. The road to recovery will be hard, but unless you very strictly force yourself to stop, nobody can help you, no one but you can change you. Even i struggle with lustful thoughts and still remember porn which i saw 7+ years ago, but i never engage.
It took me first days, then weeks and then months to finally get over it, relapsing many times, last time i cracked due to stress in uni but i vowed to never fall for this evil again.
91% of men consume porn on a daily basis, and unless you want to be an exception and run away from it, you'll never recover, as the world around you passively funnels you into porn addiction.
If you truly wanna be different - repent, acknowledge your weaknesses and be strong in spirt.
> It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vTcQwT4mFfo
Anonymous No.33448433 [Report]
>>33448258 (OP)
if this happened in the US, it would be on the news somewhere
this shit didn't happen
if it DID happen, you need to speak with a lawyer, because this isn't just a "ha ha whoopsie", it's a sex crime, in basically every state