Thread 33470982

>be me
>21 yo foid
>socially awkward
>no romance life
>feel like a kid
>have a friend group of 3 purely by luck because i met some autists in hs
>thats it
so what the fucks my problem? I cant hold a convo for the life of me and it bothers me so much. I have no idea what to say to a flirt, how to flirt, how to ANSWER to a flirt attempt without making myself look retarded. Ive recently been talking to this one guy that a friend matched me with, i really like him but i feel like everything i do just pushes him away, he also told me that its mostly him carrying our conversations WHICH UPSETS Me but im not even mad because hes right, im the problem. Is it because im perceived weird? I do have interests id like to talk about but so far i havent met anyone that would enjoy the act of doing so. How the fuck do i fix this. Am i doomed to a life of loneliness??? The thing is i DO try i really do, im sick of always rethinking my responses and deeming if theyre appropriate or not!! Im sick of always doubting myself because I can never fucking tell what the person im talking to feels about me and im so tired of feeling inadequate and i just wanna bedrot allday and masturbate and farm dopamine points. Internet once used to be my escape from reality from the fcking bullies and my stupid family and i could actually find people on the same wavenlght asme but now its just filled with normies that pretend to be outcasts so in general im js fucked. I just crave one good companionship and i want to ignore the all thw worst in life. I keep dreaming of better days where im outside socializing with people but whenever i try that im genuinely intimidated by them. It all ends with me laying in bed wishing i could be different annd more easygoing.

>>33470982 (OP)
have you tried putting all this into chatGPT

>>33470982 (OP)
Just be more retarded and stop caring. Talk to more people. 21 is very young, it'll get better over time. Thing that stand out to me though is this
>I just crave one good companionship and i want to ignore the all thw worst in life.
This is really dangerous way to view a relationship. Relationships like this will actually make you feel worse about yourself in the long run, cause permanent damage to your psyche and overall just be unpleasant. There will be an inevitable breakup that really fucks someone up. My advice to you is get a job, part time if thats what you need, keep talking to people, be easier on yourself, probably get a therapist, try long distance running, and if that doesn't work get on medication

>>33470982 (OP)
>so what the fucks my problem?
too high standards
or youre a tranny

>>33471006
ChatGPT: "You are a forever alone autist faggot who will commit suicide and no one will miss you. Lol. Lmao even."

>>33470982 (OP)
Can I anally penetrate you

>>33470982 (OP)
You're thinking too much. Stop thinking. Stop rethinking your responses. Be You. Let it out. However it sounds, who cares. Your problem is you have low self-esteem and low confidence and if you're a girl you don't need to be. It's just unnecessary cause there's billions of boys out there who'd do anything to talk to you. You just don't see it that way yet. The right boy will come along and will love you and your flaws and all of your weirdness and accept every bit of you and this will unlock your social skills and you're gonna be talking your head off, having sex all the time and life will be fabulous. You just have to meet the right person who builds your self-esteem and confidence up, that loves you unconditionally and understands you as a person. This is someone who you'll be extremely comfortable around. Not someone who makes you feel unsure or tells you that he's carrying your conversations. You may have to also lower your standards a bit to find that person. Be you, unapologetically.

>>33471465
Sure but you can also take the ascended route and reach fabulousness without depending on a simp

Anyway ur problem is ur young n dumb, fixed by doing the socially scawwy but necessary

Be honest to him
And everyone
It'll be ezy
Embarrassing, and Ezy

>>33470982 (OP)
What changed me was meeting this cute chick and realizing i needed to fucking change. Well, change is a bit hard. Working on the social stuff but man I want to fuck her so bad.

>>33470982 (OP)
>21 yo foid
stopped reading there
fuck you

>>33474674
based

>>33470982 (OP)
If this is real, you're part of the fucking problem. Pic fucking related, look at the pic and internalize it - this is you. (Considering you aren't a larping tranny)

>>33470982 (OP)
Why would you call yourself a foid? Oh right, this is bait.

>>33470982 (OP)
>foid
That's your problem.
I hate women.