Thread 33472793

I don't want to be gay.
For a while I had gay sex and it has been at least 6 months since I last got intimate with a man. I've also been with women, all of whom were prostitutes.
I almost broke abstinence yesterday by hitting up someone I used to get intimate with.
Aside from abstinence and prayer, how can I not be gay anymore?
I thought I was bi but now I want to be 100 percent straight

>>33472793 (OP)
>Aside from abstinence and prayer, how can I not be gay anymore?
Abstinence and prayer won't do shit. Neither will anything else

>>33472793 (OP)
take ivermectin and get rid of faggot mind-altering parasites in your colon

>>33472793 (OP)
you are homosexual due to an unintegrated psyche

>>33472793 (OP)
>literally wanting to be a closeted homosexual
Wouldn't you literally be happier just doing what you like doing? Youre still hitting guys up and asking 4CHAN for advice on how to stop fucking guys. If you can't just stop yourself it might be because YOURE GAY.

>>33472793 (OP)
When you watch a pornography have you ever subtly or explicitly fantasized about being the chick sucking the cock? If the answer is yes, you arent bisexual or gay. Youre probably autogynephilic and living out your feminine fantasies with other men. You *like* women but your erotic target location is inverted in some sense. Its how straight men start watching trans porn or gay porn. They are fantasizing about being the chick in the videos and it spirals out of control.

>>33472811
It is easy to abstain when the desires aren't strong or even there but yesterday I gave in to those old habits
>>33472816
I will try
>>33472830
I want to be straight and I want a woman, I don't want a man
>>33472903
I have always liked women, I just have had several intimate encounters with men and I no longer can allow myself to do that. I don't want to be a homosexual. I want to be straight.
>>33472919
I was porn addicted in my teens. It messed with my head

>>33472958
>I was porn addicted in my teens. It messed with my head
you might be a proto tranny. does the thought of wearing womens lingerie and jerking off sound exciting?

>>33472968
I don't want nothing to do with that.
The men I would get intimate with would wear women's lingerie and stuff but looking back on it just makes me sick.

>>33472958
Why do you want a woman? Answer seriously and honestly. We're anonymous and the more honest you are the better we can help you

>>33472987
protip: never mention this to any woman you get intimate with in the future. You will die with this knowledge. Tell a therapist or some hooker at a bar in Brazil. Never tell a girlfriend or wife. They wont understand and theyll always be permanently thinking youre faking it to seem normal (which you kind of are desu). Not even when/if youve been married for ten years and feel extremely comfortable. It will just ruin everything. Dont let the little retard in your brain convince you that "the right one" wont care. Just leave it alone. Kill the gay rapist inside of you and bury him in cold blood.

>>33473001
Because the homosexuality was a prison gay ordeal.
I wasn't getting any women so I tried grindr and did that for a while until I got bored of that. I never wanted to be with a man, I always wanted a woman. I used to jerk off to tranny porn but nowadays it also has the same non-effect as men. I never jerked it to men with men, I always choke the chicken to women
>>33473003
I never forced the men to wear women's lingerie, they wanted to wear it. I can't unfuck them men I fucked, but I just don't want to live like that anymore. It is like a bad drinking habit, I have to cut it out. No more of that

>>33473024
>I wasn't getting any women so I tried grindr and did that for a while until I got bored of that. I never wanted to be with a man, I always wanted a woman. I used to jerk off to tranny porn but nowadays it also has the same non-effect as men. I never jerked it to men with men, I always choke the chicken to women
wow you sound like a potential future me from the future
thank you for confirming that I shouldn't do this, because I was so fucking close. I can't stop fapping to boy butts because of the knowledge that I can probably easily get a chubby dude who wants to get railed by a nice big man from behind
god.
I won't do it but I'll keep cumming to it. and hopefully I get a gf soon. Thanks OP

>>33472793 (OP)
Just don't have sex
Why is that so hard for people
Only have straight sex within the bounds and obligations of a straight relationship that is likely a life partnership
Why do you even have random sex with people, isn't it disgusting

>>33472903
peach it sister! being gay is so heckin valid!

>>33473193
I was able to go through with it before but I don't think I can do it anymore. It sickens me
>>33473416
Those temptations attached themselves to me
>>33474232
I just can't imagine being with a man for the rest of my life.
Homosexuality isn't valid, a man's asshole isn't a vagina

>>33472793 (OP)
Why can't you just satisfy your sexual urges with women then? J imagjne it might be becuase it's just so much easier to get men to have sex than women?

>>33475431
It was easier on grindr than anything else.
I don't want to do that anymore though.

>>33472793 (OP)
I’m a bi female with a strong preference for women but I want to be straight. I have abstained from ever lezzing out so here’s my advice for you as someone who’s been in a similar boat
>No same sex porn, ever
>Do not allow yourself to fantasize about the same sex. If you catch yourself doing it, don’t beat yourself up too hard but STOP the fantasy
>Think about your future. What is same sex intercourse going to get you? Further from the healthy relationships and connections you want, that’s what.
In your case, remind yourself of the many disgusting things that go along with male homosexuality. Repeat the statistics about gay male incontinence, pedophilia, drug use, and disease in your head when you find yourself desiring men. Don’t just make it a mantra, actually sit and think about how repulsive it is.
Prayer and abstinence is the way to go. We’ll always be bi but remember that the mind is pliable and even if we can’t control our orientation, we can stop ourselves from entertaining those thoughts or pursuing those actions.

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>>33474232
>poop incontinency
>high std statistics
>high statistics of drug abuse
hexkin valid

hey op, i understand what you're going through is hard, but please, don't try to change something that you can't control. if you're gay, that's fine, if you're straight, that's fine, even if you're bi, it doesn't matter. just be you and don't listen to people or your thoughts telling you otherwise. there's nothing wrong with being gay. i know i probably can't change your mind, but please, try to love yourself as you, and don't hate yourself for how you feel. <3

>>33472830
Smartest 'analytic' "reader" on the internet

>>33479110
stop making excuses for your degenerate inclinations