Be careful with who you are with. Appearances can be deceiving at times. I've just come to realize there are some people who are a nerd like myself, who really are messed up. These people are really detached from reality it's horrorifying. Had I gone back in time I would have told myself it is okay to not be friends with everyone who I share similar interests with. As I get older and I see more and more people crash and burn from this anti-moral and anti-intellectual and fuck the government mentality people have, the more I feel grateful for being retarded. Being retarded in a way has protected me from really the horrible things this world could have given me that Neurotypicals get away with. Now I'm more afraid of Neurotypicals and trust autistics more than them. So all in all, be careful with who you are with, and it is okay to be retarded. I'm retarded too, and life seriously is good.