Thread 33499120

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My life is really boring now. I've gotten bored of my hobbies, I don't watch shows, movies and I've stopped watching Youtube/social media because I don't want to consume slop.
I really just work, do some college stuff and then go to sleep at around 8 pm and wake up super early at 4 or 5 am.
I don't have a social life because I'm a piece of shit to people, not gonna lie, and I don't know how to change that either. What is there to do in life?
>Playing piano: Okayish activity, I don't really care about it anymore. I'm mostly an intermediate-advanced player. I get bored of it and it stresses me out a lot sometimes.
>Making music: It's really boring and it does't stimulate me much. I have some pieces, it's not something I see myself doing forever.
>Drawing: I don't have a drawing tablet, and when I did, I didn't use it much and didn't know what to draw. I did it very infrequently.
>Channing: Slop activity. I hate it.
>Working on my house: I do it, but it's boring as hell. Hard work too. Makes me sleepy afterwards.

>>33499120 (OP)
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>Playing guitar: Boring, prefer piano.
>Watching anime: Okayish. But after a while, I've grown bored from it because they all follow very archetypical storylines. I already know how they end and what the characters are. Also I don't extract much value from it.
>Vidya: Okayish, boring now because I just don't see what functionality I can get out of it. My mind goes to worse places when all I do is consoom.
>Writing: Puts me in a sleepy state and I sleep way more. Not stimulating at all.
>Fishkeeping: It's nice to see the fishies. But this is a very passive activity.
>Cycling: It's fun but my city sucks for cycling. And it gets me sleepy because when I go back home, I don't know what to do. I can't expect to cycle 7 hours a day.
>Fitness: I've lifted before and got nice results, but it didn't lift away my feels so I stopped eventually.
>Lucid dreaming, psychic/spiritual shit: Puts me in a very schizo space and it starts to depersonalize me even more, you get way less stimulation from irl and you become even more apathetic. I know because I've experienced it.

I probably need to have more sex, but knowing me, I would eventually get bored of that as well.
I don't know how to get friends anymore, especially with the newer years where you have to consume slop to relate to other people.

So can you guys recommend me activities for guys like me, that isn't killing myself. I'm really fucking bored. I wish I had something to be autistically interested in.

>>33499120 (OP)
I only read the first half. Read books on talking to people.

>>33499974
>first half
I meant the first half of the first message.

>>33499120 (OP)
same here. The more I tried to step out of my "comfort zone" as retards say these days the more I became angrier at myself. I just gave up eventually and try not to think too much about anything. I work, come home browse 4chan, eat, wash sleep and repeat. If I were destined to be or do something signs would've been showed to me.

>>33499974
I have, I have read that one Make Friends and Influence People book and some others. They did kind of help, but still, it's like I don't have a problem making talking to people. I have a problem staying friends with people because I just don't like to put effort into that, I get lazy so eventually the relationship fizzles out. And when I do put effort, it's too painful and I just don't want to continue, so I drop them myself.

>>33499120 (OP)
I'd say the same, but I have channels I follow that upload quality content on YouTube, and sometimes I find some manga or manhwa, so I never get completely bored. At least not until that content runs out.
I didn't see you mention games. "Record of Lodoss War: Deedlit in Wonder Labyrinth" sounds fun to me.