Thread 33505154

I'm turning 30 this weekend. I'm about to become a wizard. A part of me wants to visit an escort this weekend just to know what I was missing and if it really is all that great. But the other part of me says that is a stupid idea. So many negative repercussions: stds, potential partners breaking it off when they hear my first time was with an escort, disillusionment (one less thing to look forward and one less reason to get out of bed if sex is whatever). It's definitely a bad idea, yes? But I'm starting to feel hopeless. I don't want to really even get out of bed anymore. I tried everything I wanted to do that was not sex related and I can't seem to get into any of them. I have no hobbies or friends. I just work, try to find a hobby (or force myself to do something hoping I will eventually like it), and sleep. I've basically tried everything I wanted to already and I haven't found anything worth living for.

>>33505154 (OP)
>So many negative repercussions: stds,
Hookers are extremely conscientious about using condoms - far more so than anyone else is. That's not really a worry.

>potential partners breaking it off when they hear my first time was with an escort,
If you'd made it to the age of 30 without having had sex, you're never going to have sex with anyone who isn't a hooker anyway, so you don't need to worry about that.

>disillusionment (one less thing to look forward and one less reason to get out of bed if sex is whatever).
The sex will quite definitely be "whatever" at best. But as I said, you're never going to have any other kind of sex, so it's that or nothing. May as well.

>I've basically tried everything I wanted to already and I haven't found anything worth living for.
I promise you that sex, even with someone who is not a hooker, is not worth living for - not by itself. It can be a wonderful experience; but it is also necessarily a brief experience. Even if you were having sex, around twenty three and a half hours out of twenty four, you wouldn't be. It's everything else that makes life worth living.

>>33505154 (OP)
It's gay, and oversaid, but buddy. You fried your brains with screens. Thats all im hearing.

>>33505154 (OP)
I won't read calendar of doom threads. Just start now.

>>33505154 (OP)
>A part of me wants to visit an escort this weekend just to know what I was missing and if it really is all that great.
you wouldn't learn what you're missing from visiting an escort, retard

>>33505154 (OP)
I went the alternative route and fucked escorts in my 20s. I don't regret it one bit as the escorts were attractive as fuck and I got a taste of good sex. But after a while it gets boring and you realize that 70% why sex feels amazing to normal niggers has less to do with the actual act and more to do with the status markers and taboo aspect of it that breaks established social norms i.e cheating or finding a quick fling. In other words, sex only feels good because it's a source of validation. A very overrated one.

Also STDs as a man are harder to get than if you were a woman.

>>33505154 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyUZd7gATYo&list=RDRyUZd7gATYo&start_radio=1

>>33505903
>Also STDs as a man are harder to get than if you were a woman.
Then who the fuck is getting them? Asking the real questions here.

>>33505154 (OP)
time to read structure and interpretations of computer programs, happy birthday anon.