Thread 33507350

I have tried everything I can get my hands on to cure myself but nothing works. I don't want to be gay but no matter what I do I can't stop being gay, this means I can't have kids because I don't find women attractive and could never get off in sex. No matter what it is I try to use to be straight, it doesn't work and the feelings never go away. It's like I'm broken, I've even tried praying to every god that exists and doing some forms of conversion therapy, yet it does nothing to make me straight after years of trying. Why can't I just like boobs no matter how long I try to enjoy them?

People keep telling me it's a choice so how do I choose to be straight again? I know it's not normal so there is surely a fix. Please help or my life is over, I can't end my bloodline here, I am an only child.

>>33507350 (OP)
I'm gay too, but the gay feelings have washed away over the last few months to the point that I barely have any attraction to men left.

I'm not straight now, though. I don't have any interest in women at all.

Your mistake is assuming that, if you somehow cure your homosexuality, it will be filled up by normal heterosexuality. It won't. Try mindfulness, deep meditation, strenuous exercise (both resistance and endurance training), and sensory deprivation. And you'll likely feel no sexual drive at the end of it.

But that's probably better than having the sick desire to masturbate with another man's anus. Homosexuality is sick, make no doubt about it. Try to cure yourself, and when you're cured, be happy that you did such an impossible thing, and don't even worry about a wife or kids or whatever. It wasn't meant for you.

you should work on turning asexual before seeking to cultivate heterosexual attraction maybe

>>33507350 (OP)
I won't read faggot threads.

>>33507350 (OP)
>People keep telling me it's a choice
I've no idea who these people are, but they're talking bullshit. It's not a choice. You're born gay and always will be; nothing yet devised can make the tiniest bit of difference. You will always be gay.. All you can do is accept that.

This doesn't necessarily mean you can't have children, of course. Probably your best bet is for you and your boyfriend to find a lesbian couple that wants children and volunteer as sperm donors (turkey baster method) then all four of you raise the kids together.