Thread 33507945

I got burned out on the one thing that gave my life meaning 4 years ago, and nothing I've done has put me back in control of it. I suffer with constant untreatable anxiety, depression, and self-esteem issues, have few friends, am immediately peggable as autistic just by looking at me, and am haunted by constant flashbacks of all this humiliatingly cringey things I've said and done

if you have religious advice, kindly kill yourself. Your god deserves a hell worse than your devil could ever possibly imagine.

>>33507945 (OP)
I’ve been where you are, I thought going to school and getting the job I wanted was the key, but it wasn’t, the key was finding the job that pays so I can do what I want in my down time.

You will forever be haunted by cringing things you’ve done or said, I’m sorry, that’s life, I still cringe at shit I did in grade school, but it’s how you let that affect your mood that matters, if you think about it and get immediately depressed maybe the answer is therapy, tell someone who’s licensed to listen and give you actual exercises to work over those things. In the mean time, try doing something on your own that doesn’t require a whole lot of investment, like go bowling or walk around an art museum, something that will get you out of the house to just do on your own and get out of your own head for a bit. That really helped me.