>>33515567 (OP)
Im in Europe. I pulled a stupid move and went to study law abroad in my third language. My worth ethic is non-existant, I didn‘t and don‘t talk to anyone. I‘m full of hatred.
My days are usually comprised of sleeping all day and chainsmoking all night. Not even having enough strenght to do the laundry/dishes. No learning, no fun student life, just despair and dread.
Every now and then, after days of not seeing the sun I say to myself, tomorrow you‘ll try again.
It never lasts past that first day. That is, if I even wake up/ manage to stay up.
I‘ll see this through to my demise or, less likely, to my ultimate success.
Do what you will with this information.