Thread 33524068

My life is so irrevocably fucked. I'm 32, 33 in October, and I have nothing going on for me. I work a shit menial wage job, I was diagnosed diabetic last week, and my car broke down yesterday. I don't know what to do or even where to begin to fix my shit. On a more positive note I've been going to the gym six days a week for like 4 months now and I've lost a ton of weight, seeing good definition in my legs, arms, shoulders and feel healthier. But that doesn't fix the rest of my fucked up life. How do i get myself out of this hole? no jobs worth noting are hiring and I can't even get an email back from what I do apply to.

>>33524068 (OP)
I'm sorry to hear that anon. Especially the diabetic diagnosis must be heavy, I can't imagine how perspective-changing that must be.
There are some positives I wanna cherrypick out of your OP
>still have a job
>working out steadily and feeling better because of it

Let's start with your car. Can I ask how it broke down? Have you ever worked on cars yourself? Is its breakdown a threat to your employment?

>>33524068 (OP)
Not to complainbrag, but there are much fucked up people here. Like me.
You are still young (I'm almost 40). Menial wage is still better than nothing (I'm at the edge of unemployement because my field gone down) Diabetes is bad, but not a death sentence (My sister has that, In know it's sucks). You have car and can afford that (I am neither)
Here is my two cents what you can do: because of you are here you probably have some mess in your head too. Get it checked and treated before too late (I get diagnosed at 38, severe ADHD, ASD, ASPD, BPD... ) don't wait till your life get real hell

>>33524090
The shifting cable is busted. I live in a very rural area and have very little mechanical experience. I've already had my car towed to the mechanic but they won't be able to look at it until next Wednesday unless there's a cancellation. Fortunately it's not a super-duper expensive fix.

The diabetes diagnosis is very heavy but I'm gonna be okay, like I said I've been working out and I've made heavy dietary changes over the past four months. I've just had to really clamp down on my diet. It just feels like everything is collapsing around me because when it rains it pours. I'll be okay eventually I just needed to vent.

>>33524148
>I'll be okay eventually I just needed to vent.
Glad to hear that bro. /adv/ is here for you.

I can only recommend to weather the storm for now until the car is fixed, which can enable you to start fixing the rest. Baby steps.

>>33524068 (OP)
>I have nothing going on for me. I work a shit menial wage job, I was diagnosed diabetic last week, and my car broke down yesterday.
There's a hit country music song in there somewhere

>>33524068 (OP)
Look up Jason Fung for your 'beetus

>>33524068 (OP)
Just cure your diabetes. Abstain from carbs as much as possible. Or just do a 4-day fast.

>>33524068 (OP)
Scary. I can't stop eating sugar for long and when I taste a little I always want more.

>>33524068 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qty7IP8wlXM&list=RDQty7IP8wlXM&start_radio=1