Thread 33524381

I am 40 and none of my hopes and dreams materialized.
40 years wasted away with nothing to show for. The few things that I had in life I lost them the past few years.
My health is deteriorating, my youth is gone, my friends abandoned, my energy is depleted, my motivation is absent, my savings evaporated. There is nothing left now, just the emptiness remains.

>>33524381 (OP)
>The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. Those who know your name trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.

>>33524381 (OP)
Depression is a hell of a drug, anon. But talking like the Rockbiter from The NeverEnding Story isn’t going to help.

Make a list of what you actually have control over, find your north star, and map out a plan to get there.

I didn’t move out of my parents’ place until I was 31, and didn’t get laid until I was 32. Life is just getting started.

>>33524381 (OP)
I won't read calendar of doom threads. Just start now (but you won't, because you're addicted to feeling sorry for yourself).

Idk man, Ive seen magic can work.
Atleast i got money without working by counting bills even doe i didnt have them.
If i can get money for free maybe you can get your desires using magic too

>>33524381 (OP)
> 40 years wasted away with nothing to show for
like >>33524687 wrote, life is also getting started for me, even though my life has been shit for a really long time. I got my first professional job at 30 and my first gf at 35.

>health is deteriorating
do you have a specific health issue? do exercise? calisthenics maybe? find a trainer?

>my energy is depleted, my motivation is absent
this one is more difficult. try changing your environment or changing your habits or something. also watch your negative thoughts and distract yourself.
maybe stop expecting things, anything, and expect even less from other people.

>my savings evaporated
what happened anon? bad investments? got scammed? maybe talk to a lawyer? talk to your family?

>>33525327
>used magick to get money
>for free
Sorry to tell you, this isn't for free, everything has a price, and there will be a time you will have to pay