Thread 33529237

Is it possible to go to work and not think about suicide? Going to work makes me so stressed and so angry every single day. Like, I sink into the darkest depression everytime I'm at work and then it's magically lifted once I return to my apartment. I'm not new to this either, I'm 27 and I've been working since I was 17

No, there is no escape, goy

>>33529237 (OP)
What's your job experience like? Miserable manager or just boring? If you're suicidal the least you can do is rant on 4chan.

>>33529279
Just a control freak manager that makes me do a whole bunch of extra shit that doesn't even matter (and that no one even checks until they do). Also, I just hate dealing with the general public. I always have. I've never been able to get used to it and I've never been able to get good at it. Plus, I don't make much money and I'm dealing with an ER visit bill and it's stressing me out. Plus, I have no relationships besides my family and I'm extreme lonely and I rarely get to do anything fun

>>33529289
Sounds like my life. Do you live with your parents? Have you considered going NEET? You've been working there for a decade that can surely lead to another job.

>>33529302
Nah, I have been living by myself in an apartment for over 2 years now. I fought tooth and nail to get away from my mom. She is very controlling.
>You've been working there for a decade
Actually, I've been there for 4 years. When I first started working, I would usually only last a year before I couldn't take it anymore and quit. It's the first time I've been able to stick with it.

>>33529307
Each year before that I would have a different job. I've had a lot of jobs

>>33529307
>>33529309
Join any communities? Religious ones tend to be helpful or, and I hate to say this, political activist communities. You're probably not a shitlib but they give you friends to do shit with and potentially avenues to a better job. Or at least a roommate.

>>33529318
Religious might be fun. I have been learning a lot about Christianity lately.

>>33529331
I've joined different religious communities and actively dislike the religious thought behind most of the people here since they just use religion and God as an excuse to guilt people. However you'll also be able to find people who are really chill and mostly just see religion as a. conduct to live a fulfilling life. Find the latter and you'll be set. I wouldn't be able to survive without them.

>>33529237 (OP)
I suggest finding a job for a medium-sized family business like a restaurant's kitchen or something else where there are no middle managers and there is so much work that the head people are distracted all the time
Your body will be tired but your mind won't, it's a nice almost trance-like experience

>>33529237 (OP)
>Is it possible to go to work and not think about suicide?
Not possible. Next!


Just kidding, dude, you have to escape the wagie cage. That's the only solution.

>>33529237 (OP)
quit

>>33529237 (OP)
It is not possible to get up in the morning without deciding it's worth getting up.

You should try to find a job that you can tolerate. In the meantime you can channel your current discomfort into leveling up and gtfoing from your current situation. I'm also in the same place, I can't stand my current job, dealing with the public is a nightmare. In the evenings I've been studying for computer certifications since it's what I've found I'm good at. Maybe you're good at something different and that's okay. Also sometimes you just need to quit your current job and gtfo to a different one.

>>33530349
wagmi btw

>>33529237 (OP)
What is your job?

>>33531027
I work for a diagnostic laboratory company as a phlebotomist that was hired by a small doctor's office. So basically, I work for a larger company that has a lot of nitpicky rules plus I work for four providers to do their labs

>>33529237 (OP)
literally me. I don't know how long I will last