Thread 33530340

How does mdma feel and what to watch out for? I've done dmt, and I can guess how mdma feels coming up with the serotonin rush, but I'm kinda afraid to turn into a lovey dovey retard. And similar to being drunk doing dumb shit because I'm euphoric and love everyone. Do you even hallucinate? I feel like I need to lock myself in, and cut all internet and listen to music. Or are you in control, or too far away to even do anything?

>>33530340 (OP)
I took it at a party with friends. It’s not really that great, it makes you want to dance and hug people.

I stopped taking drugs and so should you

>>33530340 (OP)
MDMA is nothing like DMT and nothing like alcohol. It's a drug that it's utterly pointless to take by yourself, but tremendous fun if you take it with a gf or bf. It intensifies feelings of love and affection; it makes you feel extremely open and intimate - you may find yourself confessing all sorts of things just because you want the other person to know you better. It amps up the sense of touch so sex feels incredible, but also makes it impossible to have an orgasm and tends to spoil erections. You feel very happy. It's great for improving communication between people. It doesn't make you hallucinate.

I would recommend it, except that the after-effects are truly brutal. It takes *days* to recover from it, and you will feel like shit all that time: depressed, anxious and paranoid. There are things that will take the edge off recovery a bit, but even when you do them you'll still feel bad for anything up to a week

>>33530340 (OP)
I get paranoid around strangers on it and irrationally fearful of causing any confrontation accidentally. It's weird. Perfectly fine around friends though.

and no you wont hallucinate.

>>33530340 (OP)
It's not like a psychedelic, it doesn't really fuck with your perception of the non-living aspects of reality. It's more how you relate to other people (and possibly other animals too) whilst feeling extremely stimulated.

You will probably have trouble focusing properly on your phone screen though, but I never tried a book. Browsing youtube is fine, however.

>>33530340 (OP)
I'd say it's a cross between the mind-effects of a good sativa, allowing your head to drift around while also being extremely locked in. The body effects are more akin to something like adderall or dexedrine, being a stimulant after all. You get less hungry yet are simultaneously filled with energy. It's a wonderful party drug. Like the other anon said, you don't get hallucinations like you might on say, LSD or DMT, but you do get a heady high that's close to a sativa-based BHO/shatter. You don't lose coordination though, so it's very much unlike being drunk. At least personally, it's worth it to try a speedball effect with DXM to create a more hyped-up robo-trip. Listen to some jungle or breakcore while you're on it and you'll be just fine.

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Seems more of a social drug, is it even worth to do it alone to get introspection, if I get depressed for days later? I get that phenibut depression the day after, but it's just a day, days of that sound harsh. But I guess trying it once sounds ok then.

>>33530903
Brudda, if you want introspection, then you're looking at deliriants. I prefer those, actually. Things like datura, nightshade, diphenhydramine (Benadryl)... Those are really where it's at. Now don't get me wrong, I like psychedelics. I like the kaleidoscope effects and calm feelings that raise from them. But why would you settle on altering reality when you can replace it entirely? With deliriants you can lose track of time in the same way as you might with say, DMT, with the added effect of not being lucid. What I mean by this is on psychedelics, you're mostly aware of being on a drug. But on a deliriant, you truly believe that you're in an alternate version of reality. Words become indecipherable jumbles of symbols on screens of blinding light. Spiders and scorpions chill out in the corner of your vision. You have these really great, introspective conversations with people that don't exist... Sure, deliriants aren't for everyone, but they hold a special place in my heart. Just be mindful of your dosages because fucking that up can tend to kill you if you aren't careful. But other than that, I have zero complaints. :)

MDMA is entirely a party drug, or a "sitting at home typing out a report that's due in 8" hours kinda deal where you need to be locked the fuck in while retaining your creative juices. But then again, why not just use a regular stimulant like anhydrous caffeine or some adderall? Listen man, if you don't have a wealth of friends to go to the club with and enjoy this stuff, or even a trip sitter for a competitive game of smash during a LAN party, MDMA probably isn't going to be worth your time anyways. Go datura or go home, in my humble opinion.

>>33530931
I think salvia sounds safer than doing deliriants. But both seem too much for me.

>>33530931
Where do people even get stuff like mdma?

>>33530340 (OP)
Great, I miss molly. Yeah, you have to do it with people you trust or solo. With people is way better but its yeah its safer alone. Hope you have a nice rug because doing carpet angels feels fantastic.

>>33530903
>Seems more of a social drug,
Correct.
>is it even worth to do it alone to get introspection
Definitely not, no. It doesn't improve introspection, it improves *communication*, affection, sociability, that kind of thing. There were some experiments a few decades ago with using it for couples therapy.

>>33530340 (OP)
I took it twice it feels awesome but the second time I ended up in a police car after reporting an assault, it was inappropriate to feel that high in the situation. I am completely sober now off any type of drugs for 7 years and alcohol for 7 months. It's better to feel actually good and not artificially.

>>33530903
I've done it alone a handful of times back in college. I put on some peaceful music and sank into pure bliss on my couch. It gave me a sense that all is well and will be forever more. If you've ever read "Brave New World" MDMA is like what I imagine Soma is like in that novel.
Only catch is, you will want to text everyone you have any kind of connection with, and if they respond, you risk deluding yourself into thinking you're soulmates.
Fun side effect: whenever I was on MDMA, animals would gravitate towards me. I remember being on it one night and hearing a "meow" at my door from a neighbor's cat who wanted inside my apartment. I ended up spending the whole night with the cat sleeping on my chest, purring like crazy.

TL;DR - MDMA is plenty fun alone, but its not the right tool if you want hard hitting revelations or soul growth. For that, you need mushrooms, 3.5g-5g ideally. Do them alone, blindfolded and in a dark room.
MDMA just lulls you into an artificial bliss, it shows you one side of the coin, but if you want truth you need to know the flipside, the unrelenting, hostile, ugly side of reality.

Only when you accept the world in all its cunning savagery will the doors of perception creak open, and beyond them you will find the rare moments of the truest, naked beauty left by the hands of fate.