Thread 33536134

I'm 25
I work as an English teacher 7 days per week
On Sundays I do my own classes and get some money out of my job
I teach adults and kids alike
I don't do anything but practice with my guitar, listen to metal and watch YouTube videos
Guys
I'm not depressed
I just feel fucking tired
So fucking tired
I feel like I can't continue with my life
I like my job
I just feel so so so tired
Help me please

what's tiring about it? the interacting with other people part? the feeling of no upward mobility part? something else?

>>33536144
physically tired
I consider myself an introvert but I'm able to talk with people without any issues... my energy is just gone and I don't know what to do
not in way that
"Man I'm going to kill myself life is hard"
it's more like
"I don't want to do anything, just the bare minimum to do my job well..."

>>33536134 (OP)
Do you find yourself doing things you're uninterested in for causes you don't care about as a proxy for the effort of survival, while having been disenchanted from any notion of a better future or any objects of fulfillment? Do you find it's difficult to hope for things; that daydreaming and fantasy no longer appear in your life spontaneously? That you can't imagine yourself in a place that registers with you emotionally? Do you get occasional bursts of inspiration but quickly realize that you don't know what you're working towards shortly after beginning? Would you prefer to just be asleep much of the time? Are you tired of running away from something instead of towards something? Do you feel like you've started experiencing the weight of mortality too early in life, and are now faced with an unnaturally long stage of terminally 'letting things play out?'

stop working - stop feeling tired
it is that easy

>>33536982
everything is a no except
>Do you feel like you've started experiencing the weight of mortality too early in life?
that happened two years ago and it fucked me big time but I think I got over it
>>33537404
I want to invest eventually but I want to buy some things for myself first before doing it

update:
Bought some B12 & rhodiola rosea vitamins and I feel good today