How do I deal with Avoidant Attachment (M)?
I'm not opposed to commitment per say, well I am to marriage anytime soon (in my early 20s), but I am by nature severely paranoid. I'm open to relationships as they come and go, but honestly the main thing I want right now is to just have sex (I've not had sex in 5 months) but the problem is that I also need to feel some emotional connection to someone in order to want to have sex with them, in addition to their looks. Also I'm an Ameriburger so prostitution is illegal and I don't wanna get STDs at any rate by doing it with the first whore who offers herself to me. Anyway there's this one girl right now who seems very into me and we've been texting literally all day asking me a ton of questions, and I feel very weird right now. I guess the main thing I'm struggling with is moral cognitive dissonance, I have a very absolute binary understanding of sex and relationships subconsciously.
