Thread 33539513

I'm a 33 year old virgin who spent over the last decade as a recluse and I'm mentally ill, autistic, retarded, and have an autoimmune disease

Should I just kill myself? When does "it" get better?

>>33539513 (OP)
•there is no schedule
•Lose all that weight, by mostly fixing your diet. Limit yourself to real food. No processed crap or pure sugar.
•get active, physical activity is the mental health cheat code
•Get social practice with a run club, or boardgames at your local gameshop
•read pop phych books and pick a trick to practice one at a time

I understand murder suicide but normal suicide ill never understand

>>33539513 (OP)
No woman will ever love you, 90% of women out there do not love their man, they don't know how to love anyway; they only tolerate him as long as he provides.
Learn to be stoic and get by without their fake and subpar love therefore about 90% of women should be invisible to you. Rise up above your biological programming.

Take care of your health and find distractions to help pass the time, that's all most people do anyway, the difference is they do it with somebody so time wasted together flows differently. It's merely an illusion as the brain gets fooled (temporarily).

It never gets better, as you hit your 40's it gets worse as health problems start to appear and old age starts to show. You have to slow down, if you lift heavy you have to tone it down.
If you want to entertain yourself, fuck shit up for the normies, it's one of the best forms of entertainment which 99% of the people can not partake in since they are shackled to the social norms. Destroy property, throw trash around, fuck shit up, be a nuisance every which way, but be armed though as the cattle will try to attack you so you have to be ready to defend yourself. There's a lot of other things you can do if you don't subscribe to social norms, you are literally free to do a lot of things, just don't get caught and over many years it will add up and you will see the fruits of your labor/pranks/mischievousness.

>>33539689
People always bring up weight. This society is so vain. Looking like gigachad isn't going to fix your soul.
(However acting like gigachad might)

>>33539513 (OP)
>When does "it" get better?
It doesnt

I live in a completely irredeemable dogshit low-trust low-quality society (my personal QOL is about neutral 5/10) and I have considered suicide for this reason.

But then I remembered that Jesus cared little for this material world and talked about how society will always be bad and the world will always be full of suffering, and the afterlife in heaven is where it's really at.

That made me feel alot better about living in California.

Your life will never change. You can try to refine it so that's its fun and natural for somebody while you date.

I run out of more hope for the future every year I get older
t. 34 year old virgin

>>33539701
fuckin this, at least take out the trash on your way out smdh

>I'm a __year old virgin
Who gives a fuck? Not your peers. Nobody thinks about that shit after the age of 19 anon. Let go of that teen angst and imaginary audience in your head. Whenever I meet a new person, the last thing I wonder about them is whether or not they've had sex.

>>33539513 (OP)
>When does "it" get better?
When you start working for it

>>33539513 (OP)
Depends on what you want? I'm 35 and personally just enjoy walking around on my days off and sitting outside or in the sun.

Just simplify everything. Work out, eat better and offer to help someone and you will feel better

>>33539513 (OP)
>Should I just kill myself?
I honestly don't get why more people don't. Do they not know the belt and doorknob method?

>>33544494
Yeah it's definitely not a giant red flag or anything. Also there is tons of sexual frustration and shame.