>>33542359
Let's go a little deeper.
This guy lives in LA, which is basically half mexican, yet named white countries as alternative places to find wives, as opposed to, oh I don't know, every other country that's closer and full of brown people. He wants a white wife, okay great that's your preference, yet somehow that seems to have been left out of this page of rambling. He lives in LA, a shithole where it is naughty to say you prefer one race over another, or the same race as yourself rather than another. He cares more about the perception of himself than the reality of himself, even when posting online. It has soaked into his habits and probably his thoughts.
He brags about the money spent on things rather than even the things themselves. Look at all the money he spends on organics! Does he know what organic means? Has he read any publications on synthetic pesticide effects? Would a normal person even think it's a good idea to spend 70 grand/year on a pussy wagon? Would he still drive it if he didn't have such conclusive data about its correlation to cunt moisture?
It begs the question as to whether marriage is another matter of perception, rather than the genuine longing that even r9k posters have. Does he know what he wants?
Now note that he has a projected income for 2012. That was 13 years ago, he is in his 40s.
Time passes whether you use it to do anything to make yourself happier or not. Whether he turned his life around or continued to be single to this day because he was too attached to his own image to be a sugar daddy for the 21 year old white pussy he craved because he lost faith in all women, he has aged nevertheless.
What about you, anon?
Whatever time has passed since the age you thought everything should be perfect forever, it's over. Fight for the next 13 years, fight as hard as you can against feeling a new magnitude of pain looking back 13 years from now, fight like it could jump out from the future and eat you tomorrow, because it can.
