Thread 33542213

i just want to change. i want to become a better person. i live my whole life like a ghost and i'm like invisible, but it's my fault that i'm not popular. i really want someone to pay attention to me! i really want to change and be a caring and good person

i don't want to be a "scoundrel" and a poopy. i miss the anon who told me i was a scoundrel.

>>33542213 (OP)
Animals and garden plants are a start. They are like surrogate people.

>>33542213 (OP)
are you introverted? you never speak up? and if so is it because you do not have something to say or because you are scared? how is it that you live like a "ghost"? what do you consider to be a ghost? and a better person? why don't you want to be invisible anymore?

i am in the opposite process. trying to stay low.

>>33542213 (OP)
change and be a caring and good person anon wgmi =)

>>33542638
yes

i think this is the most pointless post i've ever written.

>>33542693
i don't know what's wrong with me.

i wrote this post at night, i was tired. i can think clearly. i think i wrote everything that came to my mind to describe what kind of person i am.

are you saying that i am like a plant and an animal? but if you think about it from the other side, how is an ordinary person different from the same animal?

>>33542213 (OP)
by the way, there are quite smart animals. even the same pets like cats and dogs, so their intelligence is underestimated.

>>33542223

don't underestimate those same animals*

>>33544933
I'm saying you can care for them somewhat as though they were people.

>>33542213 (OP)
To be seen as
>a caring and good person
you must first BE
>a caring and good person
for a while.

Eventually people will notice.

sorry for writing all this nonsense!!! thanks for helping! i don't want to degrade into the internet anymore, so i'll turn it off soon.

i will work on self-development to become better. i will change as a person!! i am just a terrible friend, but i will become better, really

>>33542213 (OP)
>i just want to change. i want to become a better person. i live my whole life like a ghost and i'm like invisible, but it's my fault that i'm not popular. i really want someone to pay attention to me! i really want to change and be a caring and good person
Are you a women? If you are, It's very easy to achieve that. Also, why do you want to be popular? Why do you want attention? This is dangerous, very dangerous anon. Think about it, you should only want to be cared by people that love you, not by random strangers. How old are you?

but this is the only option, and in a month i will be 18.

don't tell me i'm minor!

i have never been happy with myself and one day i want to change myself completely. i want to be attractive and sexy.

i will try to lose weight as soon as possible, but even this does not guarantee that it will make a person attractive.

i'm tired of seeing tomoko everywhere.

tomoko it's me. she has been my person all my life and school years. i have always been like her. i am tomoko. tomoko is me. ಥ‿ಥ

>>33548277
How do you smell?

>>33548277
Tomoko is slim. You said you need to loose fat.

Also, what you are saying makes no sense. Why do you want to be popular? Why do you want people's attention? Is this the fear of missing out? Makes no sense. You should care only for those who are dear to you, otherwise it will make you sick.

i change my underwear all the time. i am incredibly picky and spend my life on the most insignificant things, i often look at myself in the mirror and my flaws. perhaps i have something similar to narcissistic injury. when i go out, i worry a lot about my appearance, but at the same time i don’t give a damn. i don’t have a perfect model figure. i want to look simply irresistible and flawless. when i was a child, i was an ordinary girl that no one paid attention to. until the first grade, i was cute. after that, i began to look ugly, like a piece of shit. now i try to do the same as my peers! i love jsf style clothes, but i wear makeup terribly. i want to wear pastel colors and cute things, like fairycore or yamikawai. i often imagine myself poor and destitute, which means i won’t be able to spend more money on cosmetics, on clothes, but i don’t even know how to combine things! i don't know how to put on make-up. i look tasteless, not like those cute asian girls. my ideal weight is 40-42 kg! i think all the problems are from my insignificance, and not from problems with communication, self-esteem, insecurity and shyness. a person should meet all the standards. i am ready to work hard on myself and sweat when i turn 18! because i can't just be ugly.

>>33548332
>i change my underwear all the time
Why would you give us this detail? LMAO

>>33548332
Are you a bot? Answer the damn questions.

okay, i need to turn off the internet. i find it funny to read all this, but i was always worried about people avoiding me t_t i feel like a big child and haven't grown up yet since i was ignored when i was younger. i've never had a single friend in my life! i never had fun or spent my childhood like a normal child. i was always envious, looking at people, how they spend a lot of time with each other and how strong their connection is. i was just a weird girl, with whom no one wanted to talk. i always spent the company of those people who were not interesting to me, and they responded to me coldly. i learned about people thanks to online communication!

I NEED ATTENTION to be SIGNIFICANT and IMPORTANT. I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS OF ME ANYMORE! everyone thinks i'm a FREAK, i have nothing to miss! i just want to live my life like a normal person. social life. i miss it. why should i live for something that doesn't excite me? i don't know what it's like to live as a person! i'm afraid of people and avoid them and i want to somehow overcome this in myself. I'm fre𝓪ky !!!! (-^〇^-)

i always confuse people and talk about the most uninteresting topics! everyone tells me that i am monologue, but in fact i am talking to a person, and he does not listen to me! i have a problem and i can not find the right company. i was advised to sit here that here i will find like-minded people. there are a lot of freaks sitting here and i myself will be the same freakfreak. i want feedback from people! for me this is attention! they themselves tell me that i am like a ghost. i am deliberately ignored and avoided and i deserve it. i am a boring person, uninteresting. but i am tired of this already!

i often found myself in awkward situations during my school years. i often get nervous in front of people. i often cried when i was embarrassed or nervous, but no one cared. i was sometimes a nuisance to teachers. all those years i lived were terrible, and now i am also living the worst years in the world. i was never a normal, full-fledged person. i could never behave normally. everyone always thinks how strange i am. but i just think, aren't you people strange???

okay, i'm sorry that i embarrassed you and wrote all this nonsense.

>>33548477
>>33548439
>>33548421
>>33548385
it's Tumko alright

???

how do you feel about tomoko, anon? what do you think of her?

:(

>>33549100
>>33549108

hmmmm? why u are silent?

i don't want people to think that i'm schizo. i went through something hard just to prove that i can't stand this kind of attitude

i'm just ashamed that i live and exist with the same air as some people