Thread 33558406

How does one stop the cycle of
>Not feeling in the mood to do anything
>Want to do things again
>Underachieve / Juggle too many things
>Back to doing nothing all day
I guess I can try and force myself to do things rn

this is a hellish cycle of just wasting away every day while m hobbies take up less and less mental space until i eventually turn into a vegetable who is only alive to make a 401k

>>33558406 (OP)
For me its always my parents, family relatives and friends causing all this trouble. They're the ones who ruins the mood, causes stress and affects performance.

They demotivate you. They gaslight you to try harder and push yourself (every parents ever) but worse part is when you have the initiative yourself they kill it.

I've achieved most stuff that I wanted but not all of it but I know they're the main cause of it. I cut off everyone in my life that could be a liability and affects my plans and future.

When I ran away, I felt free for a little while. People around me didn't saw me depressed or anything. I felt myself and it showed the opposite of what my current state was. Moral is don't trust anyone including your parents/family relatives/friends.

>>33559919
uh ok man