Thread 33567331

Sitting outside because I got kicked out of the house again. Lost my best friend today too (He's moving for a better job and said he doesn't need me anymore).

My parents are mad because no one will hire me still (it's been a year). They want me to do construction but I have intercystital Cystitis (I know I can't spell it give me a break rn), Foot issues that make it so I can't stand for too long and neck damage that effects my arms/hands. I can do jobs as long as I don't work more than 8 hours at a time without having to lift more than 30lb. I'm literally on disability, this is not me playing it up. You would think this is a reasonable job to get for being willing to take any pay. But no. Apparently the only job options I have are : military, 14 hour trade shifts, or starting an ai company. Guess what, I can't do any of those because they are literally impossible but my parents keep telling me "your smart your just choosing not to do it." It makes me want to (Things I can't say because it's illegal) to them. I can't even work out because of my issues so I have nothing to do all day. I have no money, my parents have no money. I think it's time to kill myself, I was making it because of my friend but without him there's nothing left I can do but sit here and wait till the money runs out. I just want to do something productive that doesn't hurt me. I have tried my best and there is nothing left for me to do. Time to quit.

>>33567331 (OP)
What do you need advice with exactly? You have it all figured out
>>>/trash/

>>33567331 (OP)
I'm not sure what will help your situation improve anon, it sounds like you're having a rough time and just want to be told you're right and to give up.
Continue to seek help, try charities or even your local church. Try volunteering, i know socializing is hard but it gets easier, and people know people that might be able to get you a job you are comfortable with.
If you truly want to move forward, someone will help. It wont be easy, it might not happen quickly, but keep moving forward and things will get better.

>>33567357
So I'm not crazy like my parents say? It's really just hopeless. Damn

>>33567358
I've done volunteer work before. My parents won't let me do anymore because they think it's getting in the way of getting a job. I have even tried to talk to people I haven't seen since highschool to get a job. I genuinely have given it my all here and can't think of any more places I can go to get a job. I'll get up tomorrow and just be lost again, just to get yelled at by my parents like today. The hardest part is knowing that my parents will always hate me for not making enough money if I get less than 60k a year (where will I ever get that much money). The pressure of having to make this work in a way I can move out to get them away from me is too much when I can even get a job in the first place. I feel like everyone is and always will be out to get me from now on. It's so lonely. Your right that I just want to be told to give up and die. What else should I be thinking after my best wasn't good enough. Thank you for responding genuinely. It's still very helpful.

>>33567383
keep volunteering, Ignore your parents since they'll talk shit anyway.
Attend some local free courses, some will hook you up with a job if you show initiative.
Try manufacturing places, there are jobs you can sit and press a button all day while listening to music or shit talking with people. Don't bother online, just spend one day a week in your jeans, t, boots and holding a resume while walking down a street and walking into sheds. Let them know your limits, but you may need to push them. I couldn't stand for more than 10mins before i started my current job (feet/legs would kill me), now i stand/walk all day with ease.
You may not start on 60k/yr but you will be able to afford a shared house. Then you can work on moving up the chain.
You're a human, you can adapt and change, you got this bro.

>>33567331 (OP)
Even sleeping doesn't make me feel better anymore. Still just as mad as yesterday.

>>33569607
>did nothing
>nothing changed
wew

>>33569607
Anon...