Thread 33567401

>driving home after spending a lovely weekend with my gf and my relatives
>gf asks if I'd like to order food delivery for supper , I say I don't want to use those food delivery apps which employ illegal immigrants but we can pick up food on the way
>add "and we can order **** from the website without using the app if you're happy with that"
>little later say that the sky looks pretty
>gf says "mm" , think she might be trying to sleep so let her relax
> later see she's awake and say something else to her and she doesn't respond
>not sure what's going on
>ask her if she's feeling ok
>doesn't talk to me or look at me the whole way back, only responds if I ask her to pass me water
>I'm getting stressed and upset and angry over time from her treating me this way but assume I must have done something wrong and really upset or offended her but can't think what it is
>ask say "hey I'm really sorry I've done something to upset you, but I don't know what it is I've done. please can you tell me what it is and I'll try to make it better"
>no response
>try to think when she started being quiet
>ask "Is this because I said I didn't want to use the delivery app? if you're upset because of that we can order something on it"
>nothing
>her treating me this way feels like a big stressful weight on my mind and in my chest. I'm not used to this kind of communication and conflict
>when we get back to her place I ask if we can talk about it, she starts making pasta , I offer to make the pasta, says no, doesn't look at me or talk except when absolutely necessary says we'll talk about it later
>an hour later after we arrive back, 3 hours after she first started stone-walling me, she starts talking in a quiet upset voice , while facing away and explains how when I said I didn;t want to use the food delivery app, I didn't ask her what she wanted and I just decided for myself what we were going to do for supper and didn't think about her

Can you fucking believe that???

You know what you did. I know what you did. Get away from me. All of you is a lie. I'm going home. Don't chase me

>I feel like exploding. I can't fucking believe she'd act this way for such a stupid, minor reason. I can hardly decide to say first, it's so unbelievable.
>manage to calm down and ask her more about what she feels, explain my point of view
>eventually become angry and upset and raise my voice while explaining how I clearly thought about what she was thinking or else I wouldn't have tried to find out what's wrong or tried to suggest we order food using the website, and how I usually ask her what she'd like or how she's feeling every other fucking time. Ask her why it was necessary for her not to talk to me for 3 hours? tell her I love her , try to make up
>she starts crying, says she didn't want to talk right away because she needed time to think about how she felt about it and think about what she wanted to say.
>lies down facing away
>ask for a hug she says no, ask her for a kiss goodnight she gives me a very quick one
>her body shakes as she tries not to cry
>go to sleep
>wake up in the morning
>she's lying next to me on her back, my arm is against her,
>notice she's not pulling away whenever I touoch her like last night, so put my hand on her pelvis, still doesn't pull away
>put my hand on her pussy and she wiggles it a bit
>we have sex
>she's shaking her hips like crazy while I fuck her , more than normally. she cums many times from getting fucked like she normally does.
>she's back to normal, affectionate, warm, says sorry for last night, we make up

had to add this second part.
I need to tell her not to stonewall me when she's upset. it's really awful. It's happened a couple of times before, but that was when I really did something wrong that would deserve it. But this was over fucking nothing. Crazy.

I don't want to hear your stupid voice and being next to you makes me feel sick.
When I look at you I literally feel vomit. I look at my hands and I want to wash your feces off. Every single thing you do, whether it's space, ignoring, criticizing, whatever it's all word vomit to get me to smile and when it doesn't work then you try to convince me that it's all my fault with somehow that I'm a bad person and I'm just like you which is complete dog shit. I'm nothing like you and the worst mistake I've ever made is being in the same room as you. That's all I can think about every time I see you is washing all of this shit off my hands.

The worst mistake I've ever made is you. Everything has gotten worse ever since you. There's times you made me think different but that was just a lie. I won't live in your lie anymore

>>33567406
yeah man.
It do be like that. I wonder if they try to upset you just to make sure you still love them or something.

>>33567433
>Every single thing you do, whether it's space, ignoring, criticizing, whatever it's all word vomit to get me to smile

lol this is actually true.

It's not over nothing. It's over everything that's ever mattered to me. I won't live in your lie anymore. I won't be trapped here in the middle of fucking nowhere anymore.

But I see something you don't. A way out of this hell and everything to do with you.

I looked at a photo of me then. I was happy. I was pretty. I was hopeful.

I look in the mirror now. I am sad. I am stressed. I am anxious. I am upset. I am mentally distressed. I am tired. I am physically unhealthy. I look ugly. I look fat.

What happened that turned me into what I am now. The people that are physically around me, the place I am and choices I have made home make me look like this, I'll have made me visually worse. When I look at myself I feel that.

How do I escape when I'm constantly surrounded. Being in a room with you is radiation sickness I understand why I've become this way.

I don't want to hear your stupid voice and being next to you makes me feel sick.
When I look at you I literally feel vomit. I look at my hands and I want to wash your feces off. Every single thing you do

anyone else have a crazy unreasonable gf?