When do I kill myself
Basically as soon as I finally get my life on track (I had to work manual labor so I can afford college and a car since my parents have no idea on how to save) and as soon as I get a steady income we have been priced out of our home. There's a few loose ties, one of which is at the very least confessing to a guy I have a crush on. The problem is that I'm a guy so realistically he's probably going to reject me.
It feels like every time I try to do shit and get back on track god stops me where I am.
It feels like every time I try to do shit and get back on track god stops me where I am.