Thread 33610760

I am a terminally angry chud at the start of my last year of college. I see brown people and get angry, I am spiritually chudjak. How do I channel my anger into productive action? I've made a few right wing/nationalist friends but I've done nothing for the cause, and I'm starting to feel powerless as a result. Do I just graduate early, give up on academia, and try to work somewhere friendlier? Where? Or do I try to make other right wing friends at college? If so, how?

>>33610760 (OP)
Are you people real? How many of you guys exist?

>black anon in second year of school

>>33610784
>Are you people real?
"You people"? People like me are the reason America is prosperous, the reason you can enjoy your high quality of life, and the decline of my beliefs is the reason it's all going to hell.
>How many of you guys exist
It's hard to say. We are persecuted by the academy, and you're not allowed to be open about your beliefs without serious consequences.
>black anon
I would prefer not to argue politics. My interests directly conflict with yours. We can have mutual respect, but we are political enemies.

>>33610784
Doesn't that make you a blackjak?

>>33610760 (OP)
the gym and testosterone cycles unironically. ask the buffest guy at your gym where to buy testosterone and do like a 300 mg cycle and lift. You will get jacked, whites respond super well to anabolics.

I have rage and even hate for myself and i coped this way once it even worked dispelling my depression because testosterone unironically heals depression, it gives you youthful energy again during the cycle.

>>33610852
No for a few reasons. I don't want to lower my lifespan, I don't want to channel my anger into copes, and I don't think the steroid look is appealing.

>>33610807
>I would prefer not to argue politics. My interests directly conflict with yours. We can have mutual respect, but we are political enemies.

From this post I assume that your beliefs are taxing and stressful in my opinion this weight that you’re bearing is unnecessary as well as ineffectual. Nonetheless if you have faith and importance in this line of thinking you are free to continue. Being frank I wish for your ideals to never reach fruition and as you mentioned it seems that were opposed

>>33610814
:( yea

>>33610873
>I assume that your beliefs are taxing and stressful
Maybe so, but that's not a justification for dropping a belief. People will die for their convictions.

>>33610909
I have to respect your commitment even though your cause seems futile to me.

>>33610868
ok, understandable. I chose to do it because im genuinely angry with the world and myself that even if i kill myself a little to be stronger and more aesthetic to me that was 100% worth it. I guess our levels of wrath are not similar, mine are more intense not towards minorities but just life in general i do resent a fuck ton on it, i also love aspects of it but being frank they are much fewer, much much less.

Yeah, you dont know the wrath im on. Feels weird lol not being understood, doing roids literally to get physically stronger due to my personal philosophy, i dont even use them to attract women, it really is for my own deconstruction and reconstruction how i see I deserve it even if long term i know its bad.

>>33610932
What makes you angry about the world?

>>33610972
im 31 and i still havent got married and made a family. also typical Hylic existential crisis that we get from time to time but there is nothing to do but try to overcome it. Also being unemployed, also being degree less on an economy where low skill jobs I could do are getting taken over by migrants really fast, the dread of becoming homeless one day and parents eventually dying and not having that financial or moral support anymore, etc. Steroids are in a way my way to prepare with how harsh shit will get.

what good is the white race if can't enjoy your time with us. you must calm down to have a good time with your white friends

>>33611032
You're just lifting to cope, then. None of those issues are directly alleviated through steroids.

>>33611383
i need strength to do whatever i need to do more effectively, let me be. I need to destroy myself in this way trust me its better than coping with weed or heroin or anything else. At least im gaining some tangible increased capacity, I need it, even if costs a bit of my life. Let me slowly die in the way i feel need to die like. Non-negotiable im set on this cope.

>>33611405
I respect that. Also post body

don't think or talk about politics at all until you're 30. absolutely zero benefit

>>33611503
read world history tough, buy books about history and read them. not wikipedia pages, actual books and write on papers you put in the books things you find interesting

>>33610784
If I am being honest, I personally don't really like black people not because I view them as inferior, but I generally don't like their mannerisms and lingo.
Also understanding them is almost like a language barrier.

>>33611032
you are me in 8 years

>>33611495
>>33612173
its grim, you never beat depression or that existential anxiety, the darkness always comes back but at least this way little by little you'll die "a warrior" in your own terms. I genuinely think this is the best way to "slowly die" that i can be partaking in.

>>33610784
My thing with black people isn't that I hate them or want them dead I just think white people need their own nation the same way black people do. IDK you tell me if that's offensive like I want you to be happy I jsut want you to be happy in your own nation you know what I mean.

>>33612228
my problem with black people is that i think they are literally the opposite in behavior overall to what civilization necesitates. They are literally a destructive genetical wireing, its too wild and savage to have the well being of a civilization as their priority. Even the Japanese know this see how the japanese reacted when they were told that possibly a whole city was gonna be given to like 20,000 nigerian migrants they reacted back in fear, anger and anxiety protesting. Rightfully so. 20,000 nigerians would slowly massacre any country where they are let to fester. The values of Japanese society and 20k Nigerian migrants are completely dramatically opposite. Nobody can dispute this, its self evident how orderly the Japanese are and how disruptive the average Nigerian is.

>>33612251
Africa hates your white guts just so you know

>>33612207
See you on /fit/

>>33612257
That is exactly why i dont want them around me. they have some tribal hatred against us and we have civilizational hatred against them rightfully so, we are just like water and oil, we cant combine well. We need to be segregated again speaking of averages here. The average black man will always want to hurt the average white man out of some vindictive cultural word of mouth familiar passed down hatred and also due to physical difference, the civilized nations are pale skinned, the uncivilized ones are all dark skinned this contrast arises many things in them: jealousy, rage, hatred, incompatibility, unreliability.

A white man can relate somewhat with the east asian man, there is the paleness, there is civilization even if ours and theirs are alien to each other even in style and some norms we can find common ground in like our concept of honour and so on. Black people though its another story that is completely unrelatable to me as I am to them.

I'm not just racist, I'm ANTI-racist