Urgent
Hello Anons on /adv/, I may be giving out too much information here but I really, really need advice quickly because I’m heading off to university very soon. I need to become a better, brother, son and friend, everything I say here is my own fault.
I am nearly 20 years old with what feels like the mental, social and emotional age of a 10-yr old and I know that being thrown head first into the university environment will be fucking challenging and scary as fuck for me as a person with the maturity of a fucking child.
In the past week I only recently realised I was living a lie that my mind had created, in retrospect it feels like my thoughts had created a prison that I couldn’t get out of due to my own stubbornness. This lie is that I’m retarded, I’m quiet and that I won’t be able to do anything in my life.
Most of this shit I think has been engrained into my head due to my own weakness and allowing myself to get affected by what people say.
Idk what else to say Anons, I’ve already spent too long on this and time is of the essence for me please give some advice if you have any to say.
I am nearly 20 years old with what feels like the mental, social and emotional age of a 10-yr old and I know that being thrown head first into the university environment will be fucking challenging and scary as fuck for me as a person with the maturity of a fucking child.
In the past week I only recently realised I was living a lie that my mind had created, in retrospect it feels like my thoughts had created a prison that I couldn’t get out of due to my own stubbornness. This lie is that I’m retarded, I’m quiet and that I won’t be able to do anything in my life.
Most of this shit I think has been engrained into my head due to my own weakness and allowing myself to get affected by what people say.
Idk what else to say Anons, I’ve already spent too long on this and time is of the essence for me please give some advice if you have any to say.
