Thread 33625679

Why shouldn't I kill myself?

>>33625679 (OP)
Why should you? Life is a gift. Even if a life is miserable, lonely and dark, it's worthwhile. Find meaning beyond happiness.

>>33625687
You first.

>>33625687
>life is a gift

how? once you die its over, nothing. you don't even remember or exist so the life you had creases to exist.

>>33625736
To be fair, we don't actually know that for certain

>>33625743
okay, so life is a gift then, isn't it?

>>33625754
>>33625743
I just want things to go my way in life, I don't like being bothered

>>33625679 (OP)
there are so many video games to play and anime to watch

>>33625679 (OP)
Is this Luka Magnotta?

>>33625743
To be fair, we don't know that you are tortured forever after you die, regardless of your actions, either

ThAt MeAnS ItS eQuAlLy LiKeLy!

Joking aside it's actualy more likely because life itself is excessive suffering relative to any experience of joy/happiness/pleasure, and why would anything get better?

>>33625907
I'm just saying, that's why i want to be alone, away from other people, free to enjoy my life and be happy.

Why? Because once day I'll die and it will all be over, and i won't be happy i had my time wasted because of someone else.

I just want to be happy man

>>33625916
Jokes on you, Humans are hardwired to go crazy when alone.

>>33625921
I don't think so, lots of people reach old age never having children, romantic partners

>>33625938
Anon, you can be crazy and old

>>33625941
how is that my problem

>>33625944
Because there is a link between maddness and sadness.

Go be old and happy.

>>33625952
I am happy, it's everybody else that is miserable.

>>33625952
>>33625955
Literally every week I go for a walk outside and some cunt or loser makes it a point to express their dislike for me, even though i'm a total stranger.

And every single time I call them either a faggot or I spit on the floor.

Fuck them, why should I have to deal with somebody else's arrogance?

>>33625964
and im not crazy, i am nice to people, but these assholes try to fuck with me when nobody else is around, my life sucks because these assholes keep picking on me

>>33625964
Is it the same guy every time?

>>33626026
I am not even looking at the people when they're doing it, so idk, no, it could be?

A car full of dudes asked me out of their car window "that looks nice whered you get it" because i was carrying a paper coffee cup, like a fucking generic coffee cup, taking the piss.

So I immediately spat on the floor and said "a coffee shop" and they could've gotten out of their car and hospitalised me.

Most of the time it's men who when we are just about to walk past one another, they sniff loudly or cough to make their disapproval of me known, I have called at least 2 guys faggots to their faces because of this, and they've immediately turned to look at me, I tell them I have tourettes and I walk away.

Another guy coughed and I just really loudly coughed back in an over-exaggerated way, and he actually said sorry to which I felt pretty bad for him, because none of the other guys ever acknowledge what they're doing, they act like they're justified.

I have plenty of positive interactions in public, normal, good people treat me nicely, but there is always a fucking asshole, faggot self-obsessed man who makes it a point to disrupt my good life when nobody else is looking, so why shouldn't I call them a faggot or spit on the floor around them?

>>33626072
Bruh.
You have autism, you can't look at people.
You find general coughing as an insult.
It's fucking over for you.

I'm not even joking

>>33625679 (OP)
fat chuds like me are gonna point and laugh if you do

>>33626195
Bruh.
I have had sex with women, I have had girls sunk my donk, I have a driving license, am fit and healthy.

If I have autism, then damn, you're fucked.

>>33626213
You just described people coughing as an insult somehow

>>33626220
Because it is? Why can't these faggots shut their fucking mouths? Why do they wait until the last second to cough or sniff? Do you think I was born yesterday? Do you want a fight? Fucking punch me in the face if you hate me, don't pussyfoot around with your passive-aggressive coughing, you're a weak male, it's never a decent man that does this, it's always some out of shape, flabby sack of shit.

>>33626228
???
Nigga people cough. You aint special, they ain't thinking about you.

>>33626228
>passive-aggressive coughing

>>33626239
I don't even care anymore, the world is fucking shit anyway

>>33626270
Like I said, do you really think I was born yesterday? I've already called plenty of men faggots, spat on the floor around them, I suppose it's only fair the same happens to me in the near future, all i ask is that things don't escalate and I am not punched in the face or something

>>33625679 (OP)
Go right ahead. Nothing to stop you.

>>33625679 (OP)
Looks like the dead cats my hs teacher had stacked in the back of the classroom for weeks to be used for dissecting in anatomy. The fucking classroom smelled like formaldehyde. I loved joking to the girls that liked cats about the stack of dead ones behind us.

>>33625736
>once you die its over
wrong
>you don't even remember or exist so the life you had creases to exist.
only while you are dead until the day of resurrection

>>33625679 (OP)
You'll miss out on gooning and good food. I think those are pretty valid reasons, so unless your stomach is the size of a pencil or you had your dick chopped off, I'd say it's not worth it.

>>33625679 (OP)
Because this life is a pale example of life eternal. That God has made you in his image, that you have purpose, not merely function, and that you are expected to serve eternal. That your service grants glory to the one who all glory is do. That this current evil is but mud on the hard-packed road to heaven. Strive on.

>>33625687
>Even if a life is miserable, lonely and dark, it's worthwhile.
You're lucky to be living a life with limited suffering. Not everyone is as lucky as you.

like the first anon said, life is a gift. just because other people are miserable doesn't mean you have to be too. live a little while longer and experience this gift we've all been granted.

>>33625679 (OP)
>Why shouldn't I kill myself?
I won't read tell me why I shouldn't x threads. Just make up your mind.

>>33626072
this is clinical levels of schizo
>>33626195
i think it's worse

>>33625679 (OP)
That's your call.
Logically, if you're going to die anyway, why rush it? Aren't there any video games you want to play, foods you haven't tried, drugs you're curious about trying (don't fuck up), places you want to travel, or hobbies/passions you want to pursue?
Just keep yourself busy.

>>33625736
> this car is a gift
> why? after you destroy it, it's useless and the car you had ceases to exist

>>33625679 (OP)
No point ending it until you're totally out of options with absolutely zero hope
I doubt you're there yet

I want to tell you that you shouldn't do it. I really do. But considering where I'm at, and the fact that I recently bought some rope that can hold more than my bodyweight, there's nothing I can tell you that wouldn't be wildly hypocritical.

>>33626072
anon, take care. it's a troublesome world. Don't let it harm you.

Wondering the same. In my 30s. Struggled with mental illness for 20. Isolated, never had sex. I'm just burnt out. I don't want to keep going. I fucking hate people and never connected with anyone. To me everyone is a potential threat. I don't see life as a gift. It's just slow torture to me.

>>33631791
This is literally me too.
Nice to know I'm not the only one suffering.