>>33691273
The pinnacle of existence is whatever you make it.
You've currently made having sex the pinnacle of your existence, which is self-harming because you've never had it and feel incapable of getting it. It's most likely a result of pornography addiction - never met a self-labeled incel who wasn't a terminally online porn addict and also mired in negative subcultures of others with the same mentalities and vices, which reinforce his self-harming worldview.
And by the way. If you do choose to continue making it the pinnacle of your existence, you should actively attempt to improve your odds of getting it, instead of seething. Imagine if someone made playing the violin the pinnacle of his existence. Except, instead of working to save up for a violin, and then practicing, maybe paying for lessons, he just sat around seething about "violin havers" or whatever all day, for his entire life, and never even plays. It's a fucking retarded mindset from front to back.