>>33684566 (OP)
Don't do it in the first place. But you failed at this so you'll probably fail at stopping doing it too. You don't seem to have the self control or moderation concept down so you're basically fucked. Better sign up now to get some professional therapy druggie or you'll end up doing B&E's to make the money for your fix. Probably hear that you had to go to jail too. Enjoy your eternal rehab stints wherever they may lead you. PS, your family will disown you after you drain their bank accounts.