>>33691181 (OP)
How is or was the relationship with your mother/parents
My parents used to argue with eachother (mainly my mother towards my dad, at least she always started shit) every single day and that made me either
>resent women because fuck that
>resent relationships because fuck that
I went and did EMDR therapy which healed a lot of trauma and had some sessions with a relationship counselor that normally dealt with couples, to check if I had healthy views on boundaries and relationships. In the end she gave me a clean bill of health so to speak and that I should just start dating people and that I have nothing to worry about
Had some dates, which ended up going nowhere because we just didn't clicked, but that is alright. I will find mine.