>>33784535 (OP)
>Divorced man in his 30s and neet girls are all I want now.
Modern successful women are complete shit tier. I married my college sweetheart and had a life with her for years in a successful relationship. She was very normie tier. White liberal woman from a nice family. We both had respectable careers and we're building a life together. I planned to spend the rest of my life with her.
She turned into a nightmare. She became more like my nagging boss than my wife. It was a thousand tiny cuts. Every fucking day she'd be nipping at my heels over the dumbest shit. She had no respect for me. She just wanted a doormat. And when I eventually caved in and on occasion just gave her the doormat she wanted she resented me for it. You can't win. They just want to nitpick you to death. The modern successful white is so entitled, so contemptuous, so spiteful, so grasping, so mean, so unloving, so empty and greedy and lacking in friendliness and warmth that they're just a non-option for me now.
I'm middle aged and the confidence that comes with that means you never want to throw yourself into the modern successful woman gauntlet ever again. The juice just isn't worth the squeeze.
I now date weird neet girls exclusively.
They may be a little stinky, a little BPD, a little useless. They definitely need someone to help them with their daily tasks in life.
BUT They value the small acts of affection so much. They have the humility and sense of gratitude to appreciate when you do something for them. And the happiness and warmth they feel from your acts of service, your gifts, your romantic gestures, your words of affirmation is so strong that you feel some of it too as feedback. They start to rely on you in a way that makes you feel appreciated without feeling resented for it. They place their trust in you and then say how grateful they are to be able to do that, without have a kind of cynical edge to it.
You feel needed
You feel wanted
And it feels like home