Thread 33789904

I'm a trans man. I used to object when my bosses or coworkers called me she or her, but I never argued with the customers. I liked my customers and I liked making them happy. The misgendering gradually caused enough tension that management came up with some BS excuse to fire me last week. They called me a woman while they fired me, too. When I objected they brought up my birth certificate and said it was okay. I'm still so bitter about that, because I loved the job when management wasn't around.

I have just enough savings to pay for rent for 2 months, but not enough to eat or pay my internet bill. So I started fucking men off of Grindr for money. There's this young army guy I rejected a while ago because I hate everything about the military and everything about America as a country. I told him about my situation. It took a week of messaging him every day, but he drove over to my house last night, gave me 300 dollars, took 2 gas station rhino pills, and fucked me for hours. It felt so good. At one point I was riding him and I was close to coming, so I said "say anything" and he said "I love you."

I've been thinking about him all day, but he stopped talking to me. And I have to keep fucking other guys for money. How do I stop thinking about this guy?

>>33789904 (OP)
How much do you charge?

>>33789908
150 for the first hour. Most people don't need more time. Bc this dude took dubiously legal over the counter viagra, he kept going for 4. I think 300 is fair for that

You will never be a real man. You have no sperm, you have no testes, you have no prostate. You are a homosexual woman twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.

All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.

Women are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed women to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even trannies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a woman. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk chick home with you, she’ll turn tail and bolt the second she gets a whiff of your diseased, infected phallo. You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.

Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a woman is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably female.

This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.

>>33789925
Okay edgelord

>>33789923
I offer u $200 and i cum in 3 min. Fair deal?

>>33789969
I am not looking for clients through 4chan at this time. Thank you for your interest. I suggest downloading Grindr and looking for men to have sex with local to your area.

(SEE. SEE I'M GOOD AT OFFICE JOB. I'M A FUCKING PROFESSIONAL)

>>33789906
This is honestly the best thing that could been posted in response to whatever I just read and no one else should have replied after this.

>>33789904 (OP)
>be born female in america
>life on easy mode
>fuck it up

>>33789904 (OP)
Read this:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ann_Hopkins

>>33789904 (OP)
>management came up with some BS excuse to fire me last week.
can't you sue, or is that just a thing for rich people?
>How do I stop thinking about this guy?
you can't, he's already in your head. Takes months to get him out again, or if you know him more and stop liking him.

>>33790666
Not relevant, Satan. Ann Hopkins wasn't fired from her job.

>>33789904 (OP)
This is why people don't take lgbtq seriously

>>33791176
The point is that she sued and succeeded because gender-image issues kept her from a promotion. Her precedent absolutely applies to being fired

>>33791345
She succeeded because her job required her to "act masculine" in order to succeed, a failure to "act masculine" would deny her success, yet she was denied her promotion because she "acted masculine" and succeeded, and the SC noticed this catch-22 and swatted down her employer because of it. OP's job doesn't require her to "act masculine", she's doing that of her own mental illness.

>>33789904 (OP)
>I'm a trans man.
No, you are a mentally ill fagot

>>33790117
That's relatable. Fucking everything up = belongs on 4chan. It's weird to see normal people here who go through life making the right choices.

>>33789904 (OP)
>I hate everything about the military and everything about America as a country. I told him about my situation.
Someone tell this bitch how outside America will treat her even worse? If you look like a fucking woman then you're still a woman. You'd need additional plastic surgery to get your motherfucking face look right to be a man.

You still won't have a dick down there. Bitch if you're gonna go transman at least do a penis transition also. You ain't even fucking complete trans but a half trans no wonder people misgender you with your botched up planning.

Woke ass shit in America is a joke. In Thailand their LGBT is no woke and a transwoman acts as a real woman. Even the Thainese got competitive transition over your casual transition.

>I've been thinking about him all day
>he stopped talking to me.
>How do I stop thinking about this guy?
Stupid ass women who never felt in love before. You talk to him and tell him you liked him and are attracted to him that you've never felt so good before with him.

The truth has to come out whether he likes you or not whatever that reason he has in mind. The rejection from him is your way to finally accept its over so you know it's not possible fantasizing with him in your mind anymore since there's no future with him.

You keep fantasizing about him because of the POSSIBILITY of WHAT IF scenarios. You get rid of those possibilities by confronting him right from the source. As you've already can tell he probably doesn't like you anymore or is just waiting for you reciprocate your feelings back to him.

Whatever the case, rejection or not it's the CLOSING between you and him is what you need to get this shit over with.

>>33789904 (OP)
>I hate everything about the military and everything about America as a country. I told him about my situation.
Someone tell this bitch how outside America will treat her even worse? If you look like a fucking woman then you're still a woman. You'd need additional plastic surgery to get your motherfucking face look right to be a man. You still won't have a dick down there. Bitch if you're gonna go transman at least do a penis transition also. You ain't even fucking complete trans but a half trans no wonder people misgender you with your botched up planning. Woke ass shit in America is a joke. In Thailand their LGBT is no woke and a transwoman acts as a real woman. Even the Thainese got competitive transition over your casual transition.

>I've been thinking about him all day
>he stopped talking to me.
>How do I stop thinking about this guy?
Stupid ass women who never felt in love before. You talk to him and tell him you liked him and are attracted to him that you've never felt so good before with him. The truth has to come out whether he likes you or not whatever that reason he has in mind. The rejection from him is your way to finally accept its over so you know it's not possible fantasizing with him in your mind anymore since there's no future with him. You keep fantasizing about him because of the POSSIBILITY of WHAT IF scenarios. You get rid of those possibilities by confronting him right from the source. As you've already can tell he probably doesn't like you anymore or is just waiting for you reciprocate your feelings back to him. Whatever the case, rejection or not it's the CLOSING between you and him is what you need to get this shit over with.

>>33789904 (OP)
There's no such thing as a "trans man". You're a woman. I hope that one day you get the help you needed before all of this started.

>>33795526
you think they'll read this post and be like "OMG you're right!"? no dumbass

>>33789904 (OP)
The tomboy genocide is too cruel

>>33789904 (OP)
Nice try OP we all know you clean the toilets in some military base and are mad at some girl-turned-trans-guy that rejected you so you wrote a fanfic about your creepy fantasies go back to wattpad

>>33789904 (OP)
Just put the fries in the bag bro.

>>33789904 (OP)
>I started fucking men off of Grindr for money
So you, a girl (trooning out, idc), are fucking homosexuals for money??