Thread 33812951

im a bottom and i hate myself for it a lot. i hate having homosexual thoughts and urges and it feels very emasculating in my mind. i feel like the way i desire men is feminine and disgusting because it's not always really about physical traits like being tall or jacked (although i like that too and in turn hate myself for it), it's more of the energy give off. i'll be listening to a man speak about his beliefs on something, or be calling someone out or giving orders/instructions and all I can think about is how i wanna throat down his whole dick because it's just so attractive to me. it's like i want to be of service, not just sexually, but emotionally and physically for a stronger man. i want these thoughts to stop but they've only gotten worse as I've gotten older

huh?

Just take hormones before you get too old. You’ll regret it if you don’t.

The rest will come in time, maybe we some psychotherapy

>>33812951 (OP)
stop watching porn or engaging
your basically like an obese person right now but instead of food its some sort of distortion of sex (which includes the emotion and physical desires you list in this case)
it will take a while but it will go away
some sort of physical labor that is the majority of your day will help
living in a highly population dense areas will cause same sex urges to be stronger, especially ones approaching societal collapse
moving to an entirely new area may help, but not necessarily
there are basically low level subconscious non verbal communication done between you and the people in your life, felt even when not present - it may take moving to an entirely new area to go away or cutting off certain relationships or activities
dont eat a lot in one sitting, or eat plain foods
get some Jesus

these are just a list of things that could potentially help

>>33812992
im asking for advice on what i should do, anon
>>33813025
what kind of hormones and why

>>33812951 (OP)
Get away from kink terms for a starter.
They have done more damage to our minds than most things of similar scale.
People are people, people like different things, putting a lable on what you like sexually not only locks you into particular acts but also ties your identity up in sexual preferences.
Start with that then move forward.

>>33813030
also not sure how old you are but sexual urges diminished greatly after 30+, especially the more you abstain, it becomes more manageable

>>33813031
Wym what kind of hormones?

Estradiol, and progesterone (optional) with an anti-androgen. These are the only hormones that are indicated for your situation. Don’t take albuterol for gay feelings. Or if you do, make sure it’s oral or injected albuterol and only take if you’re fat.

Stop being fat, and be more gay

Guys the thing I kept practicing, I got stronger at. I don't want to get stronger at it! What should I do?
Stop engaging with the shit you claim you don't want to engage with. Desires cannot legally control you without your consent.

>>33812951 (OP)
>i want these thoughts to stop but they've only gotten worse as I've gotten older
It's the opposite for me OP and if you want to hear my 2 cents about it, I think it's in the way you describe yourself
At some point I kind of accepted that part of myself and settled with the idea that even if I am a faggot, I'm just never going to act on those thoughts. And that's when I realized that I don't need to call myself gay in the first place.
So don't talk about yourself like that. And limit the porn

>>33812951 (OP)
>i hate having homosexual thoughts and urges and it feels very emasculating in my mind
Are you a masculine individual? I mean, if you are a normal man there would be no worries about you being gay

Bump

are you a religious fag or some shit? why do you give a fuck? just go on grinder or develop a humiliation kink. i dont get why incels constantly say the most deranged shit and think repressing it more will help. you fags aren't proving shit to anyone, go fuck men.

>>33815740
kike detected

>>33815740
>you fags aren't proving shit to anyone
I am proving something to myself
which is infinitely more important than to conform to the ideas of the majority of society

>>33817073
Nta
Proving what? You already exclusively attracted to men

The majority of people will always have some opinion about how you should live.
And for young people it will always be something along the lines of "have more fun", "don't stress too much" and "fuck a dude".
It's easy to think that this is the way to go because we are a social species. Blend in is what we do.
But unless you really want to go gay, life will always require you to work harder. To do the un-fun things.
And step one is, learn to not give a fuck about other people's opinions.

>>33812951 (OP)
I could help you with you urges if you know what i mean

>>33812951 (OP)
its not your fault. big dick dominant alphas know they shouldn't be abusing your ass like that. it's just as wrong as taking advantage of a dog that is loyal to you. just avoid those kinda people in the future and you'll be alright. they're manipulative

>>33819010
Are you a faggot?

Just accept that you're a bitch who likes things up your butt and move on. You're using an Omori image so you're already too far gone

>>33812951 (OP)
I know the answer to your problem anon
anon you have to let me dick you down its the only way out of this
I'm sorry but you need to let me stick it up the pooper its the sole answer

>>33812951 (OP)
>they've only gotten worse as I've gotten older
lol, it'll go away as you get closer to 30

>>33812951 (OP)
Many options.
1.) Accept your degeneracy.
2.) Find Jesus.
3.) take hormones and troon out

>>33812951 (OP)
Stop looking at porn. Get out in nature as much as possible. Modernity is poison for the mind, body, and soul.

>>33812951 (OP)
why is this a problem? did you know JFK's best friend was a fawning admirer of him and was obsessed with him? and Jack didn't mind this at all, that his best friend was this obsessive homosexual?