>>33820872 (OP)
I tell you truly anon, all hells are self-imposed. Do you not see that it is God taking you along your journey, to lead you out of the abyss? God disciplines those whom he loves, and your suffering is meant to lead you to this. Religion is a matter of the heart. I have spent many, many hours arguing with heart-hardened atheists to no appeal. Knock down one objection, they ignore it and cling to a dozen more. Atheism, anon, is a spiritual state. You can see your inner religiosity through your love of goodness and virtue. That is God. Not in nature, but in his works. The good news anon, the Gospel, is that God died and rose again for us, to save even the worst of mankind. "And Jesus answered them, 'It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance'” (Luke 5:31-32). You do not need to climb up to him, only to let him come down to dwell in you. God bless you.
