Thread 33843777

i just cant overcome my constant suicidality, every day i want to die , what do i do

>>33843777 (OP)
you just learn to cope with it kiddo

>>33843784
i think i am going to try and kill myself soon .

>>33843787
i should discourage you from do it but desu i'd be happy if i died on my sleep tonight

>>33843777 (OP)
I'm guessing you are young.
If you keep trying, then as you grow older your life will keep changing.
One day things will be better, and you will look back at this time and think "I'm glad I didn't kill myself"

>>33843824
What if you just become an old loser? Things never change but you're still older

>>33843777 (OP)
Have you tried therapy and/or medication?

>>33844054
yes and they made it worse every time lol

>>33843777 (OP)
You don't want to die. Your life just sucks in some or several ways and you want it to stop. It's an escape for your brain. Realize you will die anyway some day. It's not like your sucky life will go on forever if you don't kill yourself. You WILL 100% die, even when you decide to not kill yourself. Try to process that emotionally to get some relief. Then try to better your situation instead of trying to escape it.

>>33844074
nope my life is fine and i do just want to die lol but keep projecting
my situation is fine except that i am alive and dont want to be

>>33844080
Why do you not want to be alive?

>>33843777 (OP)
Absurd isn't it?

>>33843777 (OP)
What keeps me from killing myself is the thought of fucking up and being disfigured. Pretty sure people have survived falling off of heights even, shotgun blasts too, nothing is really certain.

Also digits of 777, god is telling you no.

>>33844119
because i dont like looking at it , hearing it, feeling it, or being conscious , duh
>>33844143
No.
>>33844153
god isnt here

>>33843787
Try anything and literally everything else before you do that though. You owe yourself that much at least. I'd rather see you a failure from the good ol college try and a bucket list scratched off than the other option.

Just try it first. Anything. You owe yourself that much.

>>33844205
bro thats what ive been doing tho ive wrote book made albums had martial arts fights, i just dont like this fucking game man fuck

>>33844249
Maybe try alternative medicinal systems like traditional chinese medicine instead of using western medicine only. Try acupuncture and shit. Might help or might not. Worth a try before killing yourself tho no?

>>33844383
No.

>>33844410
Nobody can help you if you refuse to let yourself be helped. You do want help tho, otherwise you wouldn't have made this thread. You're likely just burned out from things not working. Also the way your responses sound in this thread it sounds to me that you are depressed. I don't know tho. I am just a stranger from the internet sad that people suffer so much and try to help as best I can. Why not try different medicinal systems?

>>33844416
because i already did and they made thins worse , costed money and for instane hypnotherapy severely tramatized me like , literal screaming hitting my head into the wall months later level trauma. Same thing with the visits to the mental ward .

>>33844069
How did therapy make it worse?