Worked as a counselor at a summer camp this summer. Made friends with some of the girls and we stayed in touch on discord after the camp. Months later and it's so fucking blackpilling to me how 12 year old girls are better friends than any person close to my own age has ever been to me. I'm talking regular initiation on their end by either sending memes or just initiating small talk or even engaging conversation. They express and follow through on plans when it comes to gaming together or watching movies/anime. They make you feel like the friendship actually matters and has a positive effect.
Why can't people my own age act like this without having to be asked when girls years younger than me are able to do so without being asked at all?! I don't know what the shit to do