Thread 33897239

my name is yukihiro, i have been diagnosed with depression, lately ive been having really bad mental issues, i just want to sleep and never wake up, i just want friends.... im sorry

Ok so like you wanna be friends or wut?

>>33897239 (OP)
The creative writing threads are getting worse! This one is especially mediocre and so I won't read it.

>>33897239 (OP)
explain your situation in detail

>>33897239 (OP)
Try soc board

No your name is francis and you need to get a fucking job

>>33897245
Yup, I'm kinda stupid tho

>>33897239 (OP)
who needs an antisocial retard as friend?
not me

>>33898846
Ok what do we do

>>33897239 (OP)
Tonight your name is Melissa, you're an accountant.

You're not quite blond are you.

maybe i didnt explain myself, my name is yukihiro, i have depression, and asperger, yes, i know im an antisocial trans idiot, im a highschooler, and i ended in a fuching shitty school, my mother gaslights me, i cant do something becase my mother knows what im doing every time, yes imending my life at 19 and i just want friends, im a hikikomori and i want to do something, what do you want? i aint a godamm writer, im asking for friens and help

>>33897239 (OP)
>i just want to sleep and never wake up, i just want friends.... im sorry
I have a friend from Japan and she says the same thing... She always sleeps, and she says im sorry at the end of each sentence. Why do you guys do this?


>>33901414
>trans
No, you're not trans, you're just addicted to porn and full of parasites. Quit porn and take some medications.

forgot this, i take medicationbut im in a state of numbness, i cant eat only small portions. sorry, i dont know why i say sorry

>>33901443
Damn, the Japanese girl I talk is like (you), It's like you're the same person, and I met her through 4chan, she behaves the same way as you dude, that's crazy.

Oh, really? you seem like a nice person,

Where are you from in Japan

i forgot to add it,im not japanese, not even near... my stomach hurts

Where are you from in India

im not from india, i speak spanish

>>33901459
>you seem like a nice person,
Idk men, Idk if I am

>>33901468
>i forgot to add it,im not japanese, not even near... my stomach hurts
Where are you from?

It's actually crazy, the girl I talk to that is Japanese and I met on 4chan also has a stomach condition. Hopefully you two can get better.

>>33901492
>i speak spanish
That's cool men, I know how to speak Spanish. Are you Japanese ethnically?

I dont remember which one of mi family members was, but it was from japan! my name is actually from an anime :P

>>33901506
Which country are you from? Spanish can vary a lot from country to country, I learned Spanish from Spain.

Im from mexico, sorry i forgot to add it, ohh spanish can be very different!

Waaaaaaaaaaa im humgryyyyyyy

>>33901534
>mexico
Por qué usas un nombre japonés si eres un mexicano?

>>33897239 (OP)
You're supposed to start with one small step to moving towards society at all and then build from that.

Good luck to you, Yukihiro. I hope you get into therapy and feel much better.

Mi nombre real es el nombre de un personaje de anime, por eso! perdón si incomoda a alguien

Thanks im feeling much better, today was a shitty day

I'm still bored though, hop on fort Yukihiro, I hear trans girls are good at shooting games

waaaaaaaaaaaa, anyways, how are yall?

>>33901624
Good

Did yall ate yet? please take care of yourselfs!!!

Halooo! Good morning

good morning, take care of yourself

take care of yourself, please!

i need friends too. i hope you won't be lonely if i'm here for a while.

i'm a hikikomori too, although i can't say so. i haven't left the house for years, but there were days when i remember not going outside for a whole year (but maybe my эmemory is deceiving me).

if you had a morning, then now it's evening for me. 17:32

why did you have a terrible day yesterday? answer later, i can always answer you.

sleep well, rest

>>33897239 (OP)
Your name is NOT yukihiro you smelly ass weeb you’re a fat white woman with multiple mental illnesses.

>>33901589
i knew it was a nickname! it's clear you like anime.

>>33903402
why are you writing such things to a stranger?

>>33903361
Haloo! It's nice to see you here!

>>33903392
I can't interact with people in real life without crying or running away, my mother knew it and still yell at me because nobody wants to work with me

>>33903402
Um... I'm not even white? And no... I'm not even fat

>>33903385
Good evening then! I'm sorry it's morning for me! 9:04

I'm at school! I'll reply later, I'll take a nap under the sun since i don't even understand numbers anymore

>>33903405
Yes! I like anime!

>>33903351
Yay! Thanks, I'm trying, how are you mysterious nice person?

>>33903377
Halooo! Hey, how are you? Are you eating well? Please don't die!!!

>>33903461
hi, sorry i didn't answer. i won't leave again. i'm not dying.

>>33903495
i love anime, i watched hetalia and i have a manga with hetalia

>>33903481
good morning again!!!

>>33903501
uuuuuuh, excuse me, don't embarrass me, i'm fine, and how are you? (⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷̤ꇴᵒ̴̶̷̤⸝⸝)

>>33903543
Yay! You are back! I'm glad you are not dying! How are you feeling today?

you are also a mysterious sweet person then :3

>>33903558
Please be okay... I know that I don't know you but still i know it's difficult to live!

to be honest, i don't feel so great, but i feel better now. thank you for being there! i think we share a similar mood and understand each other.

I KEEP FORGETTING TO ADD MY NAME! I'm sorry, waaaa, do you like pasta?

>>33903567
thank you for being there. we can contact each other by email so we don't lose touch with each other if you want to communicate and be friends!!

>>33903568
Hey it's ok! I'm glad you are happy with my company

I have Tumblr! And Google chat yay! My Tumblr username is yukihirop and i don't remember my email! I'll send it

>>33903571
i love pastaaaaaaa!!!

>>33897239 (OP)
>i just want to sleep and never wake up
I know this feel.

I'm buying sushi! I don't want to eat but i have to...

Sushi!

it looks very appetizing, very yummy, very yummy yummy, bon appetit, i wrote to you on tumblr

>>33903591
BUON APPETITO!!!!!

Thanks! Waaaa! You should eat too! Eating is important!

i recently bought sushi. i like philadelphia, california, i love baked rolls.

>>33903598
Yay! I replied to you!

>>33903616
Sounds yummy (◍•ᴗ•◍)*。

Zzzz boring school

hell yeah gang hetalia mention

>>33904131
Yup,! Marukaite Chikyuu

UPDATE! I talked to the school therapist and they said that i was sensible and that my mother has her reasons to hit me !

Mum is angry, probably I'll take pills today and hopefully I won't wake up

Spent the whole day gooning to BBC porn >_<

>>33905190
hello fake yukihiro, thanks for the idea tho i cant feel any sexual related emotions and no thanks,i prefer playing project sekai

>>33905301
>i cant feel any sexual related emotions
likely hormonal problems

>>33905321
Is really bad? i though every person didnt have them

>>33905403
Most people want to fuck at least sometimes

>>33905407
oh crap... well... i like pizza

IS THAT REALLY WEIRD

>>33905531
NO

>>33905641
yay

>>33905531
Yes it is unusual to never feel sexual attraction to anyone ever. It could be hormonal, or it could be from having depression, or from depression meds if you're taking any.

>>33906157
I use prozac but i can love a person but even the slightest mention of sexual things makes me go um... No... Like, everyone is like we should kiss and that but nope, nothing, not even the slightest interest even if i see people nude i don't feel anything

Goodnight ... 4mwsr

Good morning, mother is angry, my veins hurt and all the psychologist in my school are looking for me but I'm no going

>>33907296
youre a huge nigger.

>>33907515
Huh and?

>>33907593
nothing more to it faggot

>>33907628
you are the same! don't call yourself names.

>>33907515
it's you haha

okay, i'm sorry, but don't say things like that again to Yukihiro

Halooo mysterious angel! Please ignore them, don't waste your time! Instead eat some pasta!

>>33901414
smoke tons of marijuana and take a shitton lsd

>>33907975
>>33907978
>>33907998
>>33908028
Niggerfaggots.

>33908046
whaaat??? terrible advice

>>33908063
i love you very much too

>>33908046
wtf

>>33908046
do this

>>33897239 (OP)
Have you tried going to Church? It can help alot and I genuinely mean it. Clears your mind genuinely or atleast helps you focus on what is important; God.

Ironically enough, i can't do this, i have risk to get schizophrenia and even being near marijuana makes me dizzy and I can't breathe

>>33908380
Yeah, the church treated me like crap tho... And well.... Il try again!

Well does someone want this loser ?

>>33909012
i'm a girl

>>33909019
Halooo!

Sorry, typo, does anyone wants to befriend with this looser

I'M SORRY THAT I DIED LIKE THAT ONCE. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. NO, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. I WON'T SLEEP ANYMORE

don't go anywhere, i woke up on purpose (;´༎ຶ۝༎ຶ`)

Yukihiro, don't be sad, don't be offended at me!! please don't.

okay, it's up to you to decide whether to communicate with me or not because i stopped communicating with everyone of my own free will, but i would like to continue our communication

>>33905190
whaaaaat

please, don't goodbye, i haven't had time to tell you how much i love you!!!!!

*whine like a dog*

Yukihiro....

iM SORRY POOKIE, I WAS CLEANING MY CUTS!!!!!

NO

Cut yourself. Maybe you'll stop whining about it and end everything like a man but you are not one. And you'll never be, you act so depressed, maybe you are an attention whore

I'd tie you up and put a vibrator on you until you cum involuntarily

Do you really want me to hurt myself? Well I'll do it

>>33910242
Thanks for the offer but i decline

Hallo everynyan, sadly enough i have school today a i want to vomit so badly, also where's my pookie tsukasa?

>>33911234
I’m here…

>>33908990
God welcomes all who give their lives to him and want to know Him better. Know that despite your struggles, you're not alone.

>>33911362
Haloooooo how are you doing, please don't die pleeeeeease

>>33901414
>trans
Stop jerking off

If feeling like crap! I'm locked in the bathroom somehow they are laughing they have my things

>>33903591
I made my own sushi last week and got horrible food poisoning.
Had 8 cycles of vomiting lasting 3 hours.
I think it was the imitation crab meat. Usually I use shrimp but I was feeling cheap.
Also why is it so hard to find Japanese nori?
All I can kind is Korean.

>>33912626
I'm sorry that happened... Are you healthy now? Please take care of yourself

Goodbye... It was funny, i can't handle this anymore

They let me go, they took pictures of me cutting and made memes please come back friend I need you I'm sorry I don't care please talk to me I'm collapsing and I don't want to be alone.

>>33913051
Why do you cut yourself? Does it feel good?