Thread 33897469

I've had a shitty life. Now I'm almost 40 and I spent too much time overthinking shit and thinking I'm a genius or some shit. I've wasted a ton of time in my life being a "victim" of my own victim mentality and fear of others, while other people lived and enjoyed their lives without issues.
I seriously need to change. Otherwise I'll end up killing myself.

Bumping because i relate hard. 31M and i can see myself getting more bitter and resentful towards other people especially my family members who are more socially successful than me.

I talked to a therapist about it and they just say some bullshit like "focus on your own accomplishments" and ahit like that

Anyone? Please...

3 grams dried magic mushrooms, sunny day, quiet forest
it could change your life
it could also drive you crazy
sounds like you don't have much to lose though

>>33897504
same, 32yo, wife cheated a year ago and left me a shell of a man

>>33898611
any alternatives to drugs?
on one hand, a lot of people recommends them and say they are supposed to help.
on the other hand, you druggies are the most egocentric, narcissistic, bullshit spouting people out there.

>>33897469 (OP)
1. Think of some things you'd like to do
2. Double check that they won't harm you or others
3. Do them

>>33899023
hmm, what if I'm avoidant and autistic but want to become more social? I usually leave a mess behind me... I have trouble trusting people, so explaining shit is difficult for me (people have used what I've said to them against me in the past)