Why can't I be like Konata Izumi from Lucky Star?
I've always been quite passionate about anime and the culture behind it. Usually, I've placed my favorites in anime which was humorous, adorable and captivating at the same time, which resulted in me liking Lucky Star the most. All of the characters had this quirky aura around them tat drove me closer and closer every single moment. Now, I came here to ask for help since I wanted to become like my dearest and most silliest Konata. She is just the colorful spark that I love to stare at whenever I feel down. She is friendly with people, funny, has a good pack of people around her, reads like a boss and has the most beautiful smilein the world. I greatly aspire to be like her! The issue is...my world is very bleaky and depressing. It lacks the same color that is in the animation. It lacks the cartoonishness and goofiness. I lack many values that could make me be like her, but I'm quite much incapable of change and I'm very stubborn and prone to not taking criticism well. And while I'm not like an infant doll, there's still a long way ahead of me. So, please help me out! Any tips or piece of advice? Can a person change to be like her?