How can I overcome the feeling of loneliness
I had a group of college friends (like 10 people) and stopped talking to them because my ex thought they were idiots and got jealous of one of them (a girl I used to like years before, who ended up being my best friend), I didn’t like her anymore, but my ex kept losing her mind about it.
So I slowly cut everyone off. No talking, no hanging out, just isolated myself completely because of that toxic relationship.
Amost two years later I broke up with her and got a new girlfriend, but now I just feel lonely as fuck all the time for the past two years.
Can’t stop thinking about how much of an asshole I was and how I treated my friends like shit, insulted my best friend, and just disappeared. They all still hang out together, and I wanted to kill myself when I found out. I barely talk to my family and I don't have any real friends, the ones who I "have" just ignore me all the time. I don't talk to anyone besides my girlfriend and a friend of my university.
Tried talking about this with my girlfriend. She basically said, “grow up.”
Wanted to fucking kill myself after that.
What the fuck do I do to get over this?
So I slowly cut everyone off. No talking, no hanging out, just isolated myself completely because of that toxic relationship.
Amost two years later I broke up with her and got a new girlfriend, but now I just feel lonely as fuck all the time for the past two years.
Can’t stop thinking about how much of an asshole I was and how I treated my friends like shit, insulted my best friend, and just disappeared. They all still hang out together, and I wanted to kill myself when I found out. I barely talk to my family and I don't have any real friends, the ones who I "have" just ignore me all the time. I don't talk to anyone besides my girlfriend and a friend of my university.
Tried talking about this with my girlfriend. She basically said, “grow up.”
Wanted to fucking kill myself after that.
What the fuck do I do to get over this?