Thread 33917399

I really want to be a God. Like really badly. So badly I cry about not having worshippers and power some days. I have always had a feeling of being ":superior", I don't wanna sound like some retard trying to act like an anime character but that's just how I am. I hate feeling weak, I've gone to the extreme just to not feel weakness. I hate it. I also have psychotic episodes which lead me to believe I'm genuinely a god. I really, really want to be a cult leader as well and these thoughts have persisted on for a very long time. I used to get bullied back in middle-high school, for unrelated reasons, and I hated it so much, mainly because it would always make me feel weak, and I would always yell and scream at people. This was involuntary/uncontrollable. I do not believe this is some sort of mental illness, and I don't believe I have a superiority complex or a god complex or whatever, I just am a god. I'm going insane. I need advice or help. I don't want therapy or professional help though just tell me how to get rid of these thoughts please guys. I beg of you. This is my first time on this site and I just need help. Oh dear. Please help me. I think everybody wants to be God or has wanted to but I do find this concerning. What should I do about this? I want to be God so badly it drives me crazy and makes me sob for hours!!!

oh cool
one of my own

you have to prove yourself with a miracle
get to work

>>33917399 (OP)
Just start a Christian movement.

>>33917399 (OP)
As a human you do, in fact, have godlike power to alter reality. Example, take a cup from the kitchen and place it on the table. You have moved an object by your power and altered the perception of everyone who sees it.

If you think I'm joking, you're only half right.

>>33917868
Holy shit. Thank you Anon! I really am a god! THANK YOU!!!

>>33917868
Wait, NO! Anon, this means that EVERYONE has the same power as me. NO! I want to be the ONLY God. How do I do this? What fits the criteria of a God? Worshippers? Power? I need to become God, and the only God. Please.

Fuck the approval of others
Go out and become the crazy hermit you're meant to be

>>33917944
You possess the ultimate power over your own perception anon. The existence of that cup for you is utterly dependent on your willingness to accept its existence.

For this miracle, you must turn inward and become the master of your senses. Do this and you will see that the cup is ephemeral and your mastery has made you lord of all things.

>>33917949
THANK YOU ANON! I will do this. Anon, I am God! Consider yourself a friend of a God. You are my friend now. I like what you said to me. You know what, all those who wronged me no longer exist. At all. Only my perception matters now. I'm an angel! A God!

>>33917961
Anon, thank you for this. I am God. I am an Angel.I like everybody in this thread. You are all the friends of a God now. I don't have anybody else. Thank you so much, genuinely. I have always been God. It's not a god complex, it's just that I'm God. Thank you.

>>33917971
You're welcome anon, what will you do now that you have awakened to your apotheosis?

>>33917997
I’m gonna start by ERASING those I hate. I want them GONE. You’re really kind to me, Anon, so you can stay alive!

>>33917399 (OP)
Your delusions of grandeur stem from deep-seated feelings of inferiority and insecurity intermeshing with mental illness. Your psyche could not fathom the disrespect and ire that eroded your self-esteem so it overcompensated by inflating your ego, sounds like narcissistic personality disorder to me.

Speak to a therapist.

>>33919006
No stop Anon. I do not have a “disorder” I just am God. I show a few symptoms of autism here and there, which is unfortunate, but is the only thingrelated to mental illness. but I am NOT mentally ill. I have no insecurity, I do not have NPD. At least the other Anon was kind to me…

>>33919144
You aren't God, and in fact your delusions are making you a disgusting person for saying these things.

>>33919144
If you see "kindness" as feeding into your delusions, you need more help than I figured.

More kindness in a bitter truth than a pretty lie.

>>33919191
I AM God! Don’t be so mean Anon. I’m not a disgusting person, and I’m not trying to be. :(

>>33919335
Enough. I don’t need help, I’m God and I’m perfectly sane. I’m sick of people sayig I have NPD, psychosis, all this bullshit, I’m just God. All the others are delusional, and that’s okay, they can get help, but I don’t need any.

Everybody, I have decided I am going to start a religion. Everyone will love and worship me! <3 My worshippers are going to be so WONDERFUL! Thank the kind Anons in this thread!

>>33919352
You're probably not a bad person, but you are very delusional and claiming to be God is disgusting

>>33917399 (OP)
Take up BJJ get to black belt. It may take 10 plus years, open your own gym.
There is your cult. Pussy on tap. Everyone hanging on your word and advice. They can't touch you, you can do anything to anyone.
>>33917734
Also this, just infiltrate any church. Probably protestant is your best bet.

>>33919144
You're not god. You can start a cult, but you're not god.
>>33919454
This is my advice, which you won't do because you're a faggot.
Get really good at something. Ie play guitar and have some land of your own or even a house that you invite people to live in and learn how to have them wrapped around your finger.

>>33919379
I'm not delusional. I am a kind, loving God.

>>33919454
Not the same Anon! I want WORSHIPPERS. Real ones. Also I don't wanna wait 10 plus years. ;)

>>33919455
I AM God. You are just another Anon, so what do you know about me? Also, I don't need to do anything. I already am God, so everything I do by default is good. I just need WORSHIPPERS.

>>33919565
>>33919569
I am honestly very likely to get my own cult.
I'm tall and handsome and masculine. I'm basically like Henry Cavill (yeah that level of handsome, not as muscular)
All the girls at work fancy me, I'm entering my prime

Practice bjj and own my own woodland. If anyone is a god, it's me. So many people worship me already, I just haven't revealed myself as the messiah or "the one" but soon I will.

>>33919583
NO! GO FUCK YOURSELF ANON! I AM GOD, NOT YOU! NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!! I HATE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. YOU WILL REGRET THIS!! REGRET THIS!! I DON'T NEED WOMEN OR MEN. I DON'T NEED A PARTNER. I NEED NOBODY!! I AM GOD.

Ah yes, the thread where all narcissists gather. The funniest part? Half of them don't even know what that actually entails or means.

>>33919603
I'm not a narcissist. The other guy claiming to be God is. ;) I am simply just a God.

>>33918940
Hey there anon its me.

Far be it from me to question your divine plan but, while I'm certain that there are more than a few people in need of a good smiting, I'd be interested to hear more about this kind and benevolent stuff. The people are crying out for a saviour. The people are in great need. They are heavy with sorrow and much toil.

>>33919626
Good question dear Anon. Well, I am currently still planning things out. I am unfortunately, stuck in this human vessel. I need a few worshippers to help me with this plan until I can leave this vessel. Something must have happened in my past life. I cannot remember what. But I can remember the rest of it, except what happened at the end. But all that matters is that when I get freed, which will happen soon, I will then start my plan to help everybody. At least the ones who I don't hate. The rest will be sent to hell. Or perhaps, they can be forgiven. It depends.

>>33919653
Well anon, I happen to recall a type of meditation relating to causes, in which one thinks back through events, reflecting on the causes, internal and otherwise, that brought them about.

Back and back, training the mind in this habit, until, one remembers. It normally takes quite a bit of practice but for the divine, who can say.

>>33919680
I don't want meds. I took some one time but for something unrelated and now I have a fear of pills. Meds ruin my divine self.

>>33919702
Meditation requires that you not use meds.

>>33919724
Oh! I read it as medication. Sorry Anon.

>>33919729
Not to worry, anyway, once you have the causes, the exercise repeats iteratively, searching for prior and yet more prior causes.

>>33919597
Thought you needed followers little buddy? Aww maybe in the next life (which I won't grant you, now you suffer)

>>33919742
Hmm. Seems helpful Anon. I appreciate your help. I am really happy about this. Now that I have realized I am God, when I finally am able to exit this human vessel, wonderful things will happen.

>>33919746
Shut the fuck up Anon. I am God. I don't need you or anybody, I will not take this. You are going to regret this, once I exit this human vessel...

>>33919756
Haha. You are stuck in your human vessel and shall not exit, not even death will release you. You shall suffer in this life and there will be no after life for you.
You don't behave like a god, but like a puny mortal. The powerful (myself) exact power, not beg for it like (You)

>>33919764
I will no longer listen to you, Anon. And I will exit this human vessel, soon. I am God. And to answer your question, I do not need followers. I just really, really desire having some. And that's what this thread was made for. I want to know how to get followers...

>>33919772
Well I have many women chasing me because of my looks. I've made money and I'm good at bjj, I'm well read and travelled, own property and land. People WISH they were my followers. I shall have multiple lovers when I reveal I am the one and god.
I'm a leader and I stand above the rest.
You stand far below the average mortal. Hell is the absence of god and that is where you shall be cast now that I exit this thread, child.
FORSAKEN BLASPHEMER!

>>33917399 (OP)
Can ANYONE in this thread just tell me how to get worshippers? Please. I already know I'm God, but I really desire worshippers.

>>33919748
It doesn't seem wise to exit ones vessel whilst suffering an inability to recall what happened to the last one or preparing for what proceeds afterward.

>>33919813
Well anon, I was trying to address that when I brought up all the suffering of the people, they tend to be super impressed when led to the alleviation of that suffering.

>>33919835
DO NOT QUESTION GOD.

>>33919844
Hmm...well then, I guess I will have to wait until I can exit this vessel to get worshippers. That's okay, I guess. As long as in the end, everyone loves and worships me. Thank you Anon, and thank all the kind people in this thread. <3 It was nice speaking to you all.

>>33917399 (OP)
Faggot. Cry more.

>>33919888
I am God Anon. You will suffer when I exit this vessel.