Struggling with autism and dating
I am an autistic person. However, I don't think I got the full brunt of it. I autistically go to the gym and I have made myself to be pretty strong. I did this thinking I could make up for being autistic. Now I just feel like a retard who is strong. I still don't have much going for me. I become upset and angry when I see a guy who is dating a woman and the guy is way less strong than I am. Like obvious pencil neck etc. I don't think I am a gigachad or anything but I have definitely put in the time within the gym. I feel upset that I am still missing something I might never have. I honestly just wish I wasn't autistic. But would I be as strong as I am today if I were not autistic? What can I do to help my situation? I am 32 and it feels like I have no hope because what woman wants to date what is effectively someone who is "retard strong". I hate this.
