>>4866686 (OP)
I was going to make a post, but for some reason this thread is at the top.
I've killed a gull.
Five days ago I was walking on a beach and found a gull that was obviously hurt and couldn't fly or swim, thread was wrapped around both legs and it cut them to the bones, I removed the thread but the cuts were too deep and the gull couldn't walk or use/feel them. Brought some food, arranged nest for the gull, but couldn't take it home. Put the gull near some remote security post right by the place I've found the gull, hoping they will take care. They didn't. Moved the gull to a different place by the houses on the beach. One woman like brought some water and food to the gull, I still kept feeding and caring about the bird, but apparently too much, I've made a ketoprofenum injection in chest area, hoping to ease the pain, on the third day the gull died, even though it ate well the night before. But I came today and the woman living there told me the gull died. It felt horrible. I'm not like into animals or anything, just saw the suffering being on the beach, couldn't pass by, but my good intentions caused more suffering to that animal, and I feel guilt, guilt for making this poor thing to feel pain from injection, etc. I tried to find info that birds don't feel pain like other animals, so I can make an excuse to myself, but there isn't any. I feel really bad, nothing can justify or ease the pain I've caused, that injection most likely killed the bird.
