>>5005425first time was with my first gf. we didn't do a full dose (can't remember the amounts), but it was enough to where all the lines/colors/contours in my field of vision were greatly enhanced and i had the most amazing body high i'd ever felt. we watched this one movie 4 times straight...well i did, she actually got very upset that i didn't want to have sex instead. so the mood went from euphoric beyond belief to absolutely unbearably crushing. partly my fault but hey, i didn't know how i'd act on shrooms.
second time was with friends on a beach and that was a proper dose. horrible stomachache about a half hour in. full on visuals. nothing like overbearing that it takes up your entire field of vision like DXM, but you could tell it was there but also that it wasn't real. mostly off in the distance. it came in waves that would crescendo into peaking, and then would descend in the same way. there were definitely some white-knuckle moments where i was glued to a park bench, dug my nails into the wood and chipping paint having to remind myself that it was a drug trip and that it would all be over soon. the come-down was horrible. i felt depleted of energy, of caring, of everything. overall it was neutral. it was great doing it with friends out on a private beach, but it was also one of those "if you're going through hell, keep going" things
i'd still recommend people to try it. obviously research it thoroughly before doing so. i don't really think you're going to see god or any other "spiritual entities" while doing it, but it will make you realize how scarily fragile and subjective our senses are at perceiving the world. i don't think i'd ever do them again, but if i did, it'd be a dose similar to the first time i did it. that high was similar to coke + alcohol for me but without the downsides of those.
>>5005973>CBD oilsunsurprising you're hocking that snake oil when you got so BTFO by shrooms that you ran to a spiritual placebo to try and cope.