You ever feel like fate is trying it's damnest to make you commit suicide? Things just keep getting worse and worse until you just can't bear it anymore.

>>936996592 (OP)

Absolutely. I'm just going through the motions at this point.... my life is boring as hell, I'm simply waiting for the next family member to die... or myself, from cancer or heart attack... FYI, i take tablets for a bad heart, and inherited the genetic mutation which causes pancreatic and prostate cancer. So, I wont kill myself... Ill just wait till the inevitable happens (which im predicting in the next 3 or so years) 38 yo BTW.

>>936996592 (OP)
Not any more. It seemed to give up after I beat the schizophrenia it sent my way.

>>936996592 (OP)
not really. i long for the rest of death, but i know i have miles and miles to go before i sleep, and its not up to me. not unless my body's beyond saving or i lose all my friends and relatives in some way. those would be the only grounds for me skipping to the credits

>>936996592 (OP)
>fate
no, not fate

>>936996592 (OP)
Yeah dudeski

it's called sods law
if it can go wrong it probably will
and it if would be funny if it went wrong it definitely will

>>936996592 (OP)
Lately I've been having that too. But we will overcome. This simulation is broken.

>>936996592 (OP)
no....